昨夜失眠了...嗜睡的我居然也会失眠...好难得的体验哦...呵呵呵
失眠是因为担心考试吗？
还是想到一个月后要坐飞机而兴奋？
还是因为担心体重而潜意识不让我睡觉？
或许都有一些吧 ...哈哈哈
明明很累了却就是睡不着...半夜站在窗前想把睡意引来...却变得越来越清醒...
看着无人的街道旁灯光通明，只有一只猫儿漫无目的的走在街道上。
突然觉得好浪费电哦...猫儿更本就不须要灯光也能走地潇潇洒洒。
奇怪，深更半夜的，猫儿不是因该在睡觉吗？
抬头看天空，没有月亮，没有星星，也没有云朵。
什么都没有的夜空感觉像是个在沉思的中年人，隐藏了许多秘密。
站在窗前只有片刻，却感觉过了很久似的
也第一次真实地感觉到了时间的流逝。


生活像是在旋转木马上，转了一圈又一圈。
转啊转啊转啊转，结果又转回了原点... ...


p.s. 不知为何，就是很喜欢坐飞机。唉，穷小子的命。但每回坐飞机前总会担心一下飞机会否出事。呵呵呵... 我好像有被害妄想症，老是觉得会有什么不测发生在自己身上...问了老妈有否买保险。结果她说：保什么险，命都没了保险还有什么用？ Xp

my email inbox is flooding with mails... :(

my weight is corresponding to an exponential graph... :(

my mind is saturated with too much facts... :(

been reading on the topic of religion for gp...and the phrase "meaning of life" keep popping up...and i start to wonder what do people mean when they say "meaning of life"...and what's the meaning of my life? i'm also pretty amused that those gp essays on religion always seem to pit science against religion and they make it seem as if these two are very contrasting concepts...hmmm...they also say that 'religion is warm and assuring' while science is seen as 'cold' and emphasizes too much on hard facts...hmmm...i don't know...but don't you think facts speak louder? and i've always been fine without any religion...at least that's what i think of myself...Xp

and a random point: chanced upon the phrase "archilles' heels" and that got me thinking...according to legend, when archilles was still a baby, archilles' mum hold him by the ankle and dipped him in a river that's supposed to make him strong and unpenetrable (i think i spelt it wrongly but too lazy to go check dictionary)...so apparently because she was holding his ankle so that's why archilles' heel was unprotected and that became his weakest point...but i was wondering, just wondering, couldn't archilles' mum hold him by the other ankle and dip him in the river for a second time so that he would be fully protected? Xp

being going to school everyday for econs remedial...i guess it's slightly helpful...at least i'm encouraged to write the essays during the remedial...coz there's no way i'm able to lift a pen and write econs essay at home...Xp

last day of official school today...farewell assembly was hilarious...with the funny skit and those male teachers dressing as cheerleaders...lolx
i pride myself on my calmness...
got king's cup ice-cream from the school...yumyum... :)
that i never feel bothered by occassions of farewell...
special ct after the farewell assembly ended...got donut ( i always thought it was spelt this way: doughnut...=X) from miss suhana...
but i'm starting to wonder why do i always feel so detached...
the donut was very nice though i dunno what flavour it was...blehx...
i think i know the answer...
miss ng came as well and the class took loads of pictures...