Healing

spent the night deleting msg instead of doing my cheat sheet for my exam on mon. =.=

And I always believe that when I am brave enough to click on the delete button without any regrets, that would be an indication that I have managed to let go.

sometimes, all you need is a good cry...

解脱...?

四个月前：

明知道这是一场错误，却还是固执地往前冲，以为我们可以找到解决的方法，可以忍受一切。

三个月前：

我开始崩溃了，也开始怀疑这一切的可实性。但他的眼泪，我的心软，只是延长了彼此的痛苦。

现在：

我已经累了烦了，我们之间的差距，太多太多了，我已失去了跨越这鸿沟的勇气与动力了。

昨晚，我们达成了共识， 他忍住了泪，我硬起了心。

但一个人的时候，心还是会痛，泪还是会流， 只能不断的告诉自己，这样对我们彼此都好。

痛

深深地痛过，才会刻骨铭心。

也因为痛过，才知道还在乎。

哪天不再痛了，感情也就淡了。

Overspending :(

I've been spending on average about $300 in half a month!! :O
Now I understand why whenever I draw money at the atm, the balance figure is soooo small >.<
Got my paycheck today! Yayness~~

Shall curb my spending...if possible. Heh.