one more day n it'll be e end of 2006...2007's coming but i'm not making any new year resolutions...i tried making new year resolutions a few years back but now, i totally give up on trying to do so...the reason was that i never knew what resolutions i should make...i find e past year good enough n need no improvements...another reason was that i knew i would never do according to my resolutions so why make promises when i know perfectly well that you r not going to keep it?...it'll only add to ur misery...
come wed, skull will be starting n i dread that moment... ...

dead... ...

haiz...sianz.... .... .... ....

they told me i was gullible, and i believed them...

如果十二点钟能在黑夜里来临，为什么黑夜不能在十二点钟来临？

last night was prom...it was ok...average i guess...
yayee,two more days n i'll be in taiwan!!

There's a great big world
Outside your little window
Like Christopher Columbus
We're sailing through space

Just one small step
Yet light years away
Somewhere there lies the moon

muahahahaha....O'S OVER!!!!
and i went shopping like mad for e past 2 n half days...i went marine parade on e last day of o's after chem paper n shopped till the shops close...shiok man!
den ytd n today, i shopped for 7hrs each day and bought another prom dress...but it's quite ex,original price was $80 and i bargained to $50...there was a lime green gown down there and it was very very nice...yy would love it....

2 more days to e rest of o's!!!
ahh!!...my hcl zuo4 wen2 dunno if gt li2 ti2...if gt,den e most i can get for e whole paper is C5...if neva li2 ti2 then hopefully i can get A1...n my phy prac is shitty...i gt no time to finish...luckily chem prac wasn't difficult,somewhat like what we did in prelims...
nowadays yy gt no dreams whereas i keep having dreams...she accused me of stealing her dreams...Xp... but my dreams weren't really pleasant... :(

从报章上看到这首诗：

爷爷觉得一天的时间很短
早上的计划
晚上发现只完成了那么一点点

爷爷觉得一生岁月很短
年轻时的心愿
年老时发现只实现那么一点点

我说今天的计划
还有明天可完成
爷爷说他的明天只剩一小点

我说今生的心愿
还有来世可实现
爷爷说来世是未知的点点

爷爷的皱纹
是无数会动的点点点
组成岁月的虚线

最近老是做梦，不是什么好的梦，我好像从没做过美梦...T_T...
1.那天有o's，好像要迟到了...我匆匆忙忙地赶到了学校...还好没迟到...跑到教室里看到只有三三两两的同学...他们都在啃书...我凑上前去...看他们有的在看bio,有的在做amaths...我慌了，忙问：“今天不是考ss吗？”...他们回说今天确实考ss，考完了ss再考bio和amaths...后来没过多久，开始考试了...考场就在教室里...我顺顺利利地做完卷子了...等走出考场后我才恍然大悟：我漏做了一道题目，25分耶!!!!!
2.连续两夜做了类似的梦...我在法国的飞机场...后来不知怎的，我在飞机场里迷路了...我到处跑来跑去，结果跑到一个跟机场连接的购物商场...第一夜做这个梦时，虽然跑得很久很累，但总算找到出口处...可第二夜就没那么顺利了...我跑好久，越跑越迷路，便打算问一个人...那是在一个咖啡厅，我问的是个waitress...可她更本就没理我...我就生气地甩了她一巴掌然后跑掉了...后来我总算想起前一夜我是如何找到出口...当我顺着路走到出口时，我发现出口被封闭了...
3....噢，我还做了好多好多梦，可不大记得了...只记得我好像和另外两个女生（不认识，但在梦里似乎很熟）穿着奇怪的衣服在舞台上跳舞... ...

bio prac was on tue...damn hard lah... diden even knew wat to do...boohoo!!...T_T....next will be phy prac on next thur...hope it wun be as hard...

today is ale n phoeb's b'day, so:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!

切開一個奇異果，就會發生奇異的事情喔。
掰開一個百香果，就會流出一百種香氣喔。
想象一個如果，如果能夠擁有你。
愛上一個結果，結果你愛上我。

my prelim results are moderated and my ss/ge from B4 moderated to B3...yayee!!...now my L1R5 is 9 and i can safely apply for vjc...(^_^)...

tomorrow is yy's 17th b'day...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY,YY!!!

以前，留指甲只为了好看，让自己的手指看起来更修长。
后来，留指甲是为了自我保护和攻击。

my prelim marks are so disappointing...my L1R5 was 10 in r mid-yr and now it's still 10!...haiz,hard to get into vjc with this kind of result...but i'm still gonna put it as my 1st choice..so, i'm writing an appeal letter now juz in case i gt rejected...but i dunno how to write one!!...stupid ss/ge...why trip sci ppl MUST study ss/ge?!...i gt a B4...all because of dis subject,my L1R5 is 10... and i aimed for 8 which most of e ppl i noe gt... T_T...haiz,i had better boost my ego a bit...
my eng gt A2!!! O.O...hahaha...i had neva gotten an A for eng since i enter secondary school...hahaha...so happy...but just hope that i'll maintain this for o lvl...all my maths and 3 sciences gt A1!!!...ahahaha...i gt 74.7 for bio so rounded up to 75...damn lucky... Xp....um,i think my ego too big liao...ok,i shall nt tok abt e prelim anymore...(i sound so much lyk yy)...

i had a few strange dreams these few days...last last night,i dreamt that i had a slight fever...abt 37.6 degree Celcius...so i went to e hospital(wonder y it wasn't some clinic)...anyway,well u noe,hospitals had air-con,so after i went there n waited for some time to register...e nurse at e counter measured my body temperature n said i had no more fever n i was to go home...so i gt angry(and i wonder why too,since i dun really show my emotions in front of strangers)...anyway,i gt angry and started scolding e nurse...
next scene: i was on a cab(wonder how i gt there,wasn't i just scolding e nurse)...e cab was driving in a tunnel and it was going downwards...i had a feling that e cab is going down down and down...until i feel i'm below e sea...i see other tunnels leading to else where and i see sings with France and Australia etc written on them...i look out of e cab and saw a sign which show where i was going...hooray!i'm going America by an underground tunnel which is far below e sea...i feel i'm ranting...better stop talking nonsense... ...

wahhahahaha...prelims almost over...left only emaths paper2,hcl paper2,bio prac n phy prac....ahhh...feel so relaxed....hehehehe....physics paper was damn hard... T_T...chem paper1 was hard but paper2 was ok...and bio...hahaha...first time i have hope for A2...but won't keep my hope too high...hehehehe

TODAY IS MY B'DAE!
ahahaha...better wish me a happy b'dae...hehe... :)...but need to study for prelims.. T_T...boohoo!!...haiz...

read this from some bk: 以前美国曾组织了一千多科学家研究斑马究竟是白马身上长黑条纹还是黑马身上长白条纹。研究了三年后得出的结论是：斑马是花马身上长着黑白相间的条纹。

ahh...so long neva blog le...yesterday was tcher's day n i was late...so my presents for e tcher was a late slip...haha...li meng left on ,like,last last sunday...sho sad... T_T...

hehe...qiute long neva blog le...friday will be my o' lvel eng oral...n i'm e last person of e batch...so there's a possibility that i'll be freezed to death before it's even my turn...hehe...
yesterday there was a huge storm when we were having lesson in e theatrette...so we had no idea e extend of e storm until we went back to our classroom...e windows were left open when we left e classroom...so all those sitting beside e window,there tables n chairs were extremely wet n e papers n books they had put on e table were wet as well...good thing i'm sitting in e centre of e room...hahaha...
today,there was a swarm of bees at e classroom block...so everbody was like rushing out to see...doors were shut n windows were closesd...hehehe...

having fever rite now...so i did't go skul today...i won't be going skul tml as well...hehehe...i never felt so happy before...because of fever,i gt two days of rest with nothing to worry abt...hahahahaha...so it's not really a bad thing to have fever... and anyway it's better to fall sick now than to fall sick during prelim or o lvl...
went to KK children and women's hospital last night as fever was very high...39.6 degree Celcius...my mum was wondering whether to bring me to women's 24-hr emergency or children's emergency...so we went to women's 24-hr emergency...after abt waiting for half an hr...the nurse there said that as i'm nt yet 16yrs-old(1 mth and 19 days to go),i'm still counted as child...hurhur...me,a child...when i reached the children's emergency...i felt terribly awkward...i'm like e oldest patient in there with so many brawling kids and babies...very noisy...in the waiting room there was a tv...it's showing tom and jerry...so long never watch the show...very funny...

荒野里那座秋千垂掛在那棵樹下。
沒有風，整個世界是靜止的。
沒有風，秋千卻忽然前前后后搖晃了起來。

haiz...28/08 will be first paper for prelim...eng...haiz...

人的忍耐度是有限的... ... ... ... ...

總是在夢與醒的邊界，
生與死的邊界，愛與不愛的邊界。
人生不是在這邊也不是在那邊，
而是在這邊和那邊的線上。

昨晚我做夢了...而且是三個夢...不過好像都不是什么好夢... ...
夢境1: 我的牙齒全掉光了...去看牙醫...牙醫在我的牙肉上打了麻醉...然后再幫我把牙齒給縫回去...
夢境2: 我參加了一個游泳比賽...結果游到一半的時候差點淹死...還好有人把我救上來...
夢境3: 我和一群朋友去郊外玩...結果碰到一具豎着的棺材...不知怎的，我竟然提議把棺材打開...然后我就把棺材打開了...里面有一具干枯了的尸體...至于它是否在動我就忘了...再后來我就醒了... ...

千年以前，你我是遙遠的兩棵樹，
你有你的懸崖，我有我的懸崖。
千年以后，你我是遙遠的兩個人，
你有你的寂寞，我有我的寂寞。

［你是誰？］
［我是很久很久以前的你。］
［我是誰？］
［你是很久很久以后的我。］
［這些年來你到底去了哪里？我好想你。］
［我哪里也沒去。我一直在你心里。］
于是，曾經是你的我和變成了我的你，靜靜地依偎在一起。

以前小時候不常做夢... ...即使做夢了也只是一些惡夢... ...后來長大后漸漸發現我越來越沒夢做了... ...不過我最近又開始做夢了... ...(^_^)... ...但是醒來后卻又忘得一干二凈... ...嘿嘿... ...好羨慕那些天天做夢的人喔... ...

今天起床后上廁所... ...在廁所里看到一只死了的蟑螂... ...啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊！！！... ...走出廁所,看到三具毛毛蟲的尸體... ...其中一具還爬滿了螞蟻... ... ... ... ... ...

唉，我在胡扯些啥呀... ...

你寂寞。泰戈兒說：'我們把世界看錯了，反說他欺騙我們。'
你自卑。'你之所以感到高不可攀，那是因為你跪着。'
你痛苦。牧師悄悄告訴你：'人比神偉大，因為神不懂得痛苦。'
你哭泣。小女孩，只要有眼淚，就還有希望，不是嗎？

haiz...skul gt some best practice day thingy for post-exam activity...very boring...so here i am... in e com lab...

gt back mye resluts on mon n tue...overall quite happy...this time i did nt get any C or below... (^_^)...these r my results:
eng:63.7 (B4)
hcl:73 (A2)
ss/geo:66 (B3)
em: 84 (A1)
am:89 (A1)
phy: 80(A1)
chem:72(A2)
bio:67.5(B3)
L1R5:10
hehe...very happy...last year end-yr exam my L1R5 was 14(if i didn't rmb wrongly)...improve le...hehe...
today gt x-ctry...yy knee gt prob,so we(me,yy n dolly) wanted to walk...but yy she gt energy so she ran n me n dolly huffed n puffed behind her...in e end i walked for abt 2/3 of e whole...yy n dolly 'forsook' me n ran ahead...T_T...after dat i went straight home,bathed n slept for 2 hours...shiok...hehe...
i said i'm changing blogskin but it seems that i'll never get this done... Xp

hehe...very long never post le...mye over le...but i dun think i did very well...then i gt 1 wk of holiday...hahahahaha...went to kbox with yy n teresa on e last day of exam...i'll dread e coming monday...we'll be getting back at least 2 of e papers...

today is sports day...garde is 2nd...ixora gt 1st again...they gt so many trackers...

yesterday,i gt 2.4km run/jog/walk...my timing was 16min10sec...i dunno if dat's a C or D...if it's C, den i'll get e first gold for NAPFA... but i won't keep my hopes hight lest it's a D...then i'll be extremely sad n disappointed...
yesterday morning,i met sophia...she's my pri skul fren...she live in e block next to mine n she's in tkgs now...very long neva see her le...i guess abt 2~3 yrs... so this is wat happened:it's in e morning, i'm walking to e bustop...den i see a tkgs girl listening to either an ipod or her hp(i couldn't see clearly) walking in front of me...at first i thought nothing of it...but e more i look at her,e more i find her back familiar...so i qiukened my steps and looked at her from e side...i was sure it was her so i sort of called her name...but it feel so wierd calling her name...she looked at me for a few seconds before recalling my name...
today,gt sec4 meet-the-parents session...my mum came n saw mr yau...he was all smiley n looked like in very good mood...
i wanna change blogskin...say so long le but still haven change...hehe...no time... :)

好久好久没有post le...昨天有PFT-5 items,然后还有jogging...下午又有novelty race...结果今天去学校，整班人都全身肌肉酸痛...haiz,好累哦！

very long never post leh...hehehe...now is CL session...in com lab 4... hehe...
my mum's long-lost fren from Australia came last wk...which was e march holiday... mum brought her around s'pore on mon n tue...she n her daughter came to my house on mon... her daughter is called cynthia,6 yrs-old,rather fat... hehe...than on tue,i went to school for buzz@ canteen...it was only when i reach school n saw yy dat i realize it was postponed to wed... haiz...so i stayed anyway n helped yy do e CL webpage...though i diden do much... (^_^)

haiz...so sianz...actually today no cca coz e sec 3s need a rest from their OAC...but i forgot...so i'm in skul now...surfing e net...n dunno wat else to do...
i was looking at phoeb's frenz in friendster...den i saw some ppl from hgs...haiz...how a long those carefree good ol' days...a lot of ppl changed qiute a lot...there is is samantha n i wonder if she's e samantha i knew...i looked at her photos n e only thing i found familiar was e moles...so i'm still deciding whether dat person is someone whom i noe of...hehe...
i think i'm gonna change blogskin le...

today went to suntec for e career stuff exhibition...qiute boring...took home qiute a lot of brochures n some free stuff like wristband...very tired...e sec 3s go for OAC le...haiz...li meng neva go...*naughty naughty*...

in skul now...juz now gt jogging...haiz...we prayed soooo hard for e rain but it still haven cum...mrs lim forgave 4p...she said actually she oso dunno wat she was angry abt(strange woman)...but she realised dat we were nt paying attention to her coz we were thinking abt e cny concert the next day...
I CANNOT STAND MDM LUM(EMATHS TEACHER)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
she sooooo irritating!:(

Happy Chinese New Year!
haiz...gt sore throat n a bit of coughing...hmph...nt fair...
argh...i hate my emaths teacher...she sux!...i think she dun like our class...everytime say we very noisy...ya lah,i admit dat we are noisy...but it's only during her lesson den like dat one wat...so dat means is her problem...nt ours...
our ss/geo teacher...*shudders*...gt mood swing...one min ago still happy happy...joking with us...e next min,her face is pulled long long(until it reaches e floor)...den scolding us like hell...throwing e marker...slamming e door...asshole...who does she think she is...

hehe...today is friday e thirteenth...but nothing happen leh...nt fun...today gt maths olympiad...so bored...Zzzz...sianz...haiz...dunno how to do e speech...argh!!

haiz...skul start le...what e heck...e sec four classroom r still one 3rd floor n e sec trees get to usefourth classroom...stuck in e same room for two years...haiz...at first, we gt e big classroom bside e com lab...den a teacaher came in n she was soooo pissed dat we r in dat class...she insisted 4Z be in dat classroom...so we went back to our old classroom...hmph...nt fair...den a teacher said dat our batch last year result very bad...they wan us to bond...so they put us in e same level...bullshit!...like bonding gt to do with results...anyway,previous sec4 always gt 1 class nt e same level as other 9 classes...but their results wasn't bad wat....and oso,4Z gt 28 ppl only n they get to use sch a big classroom...we gt 39 ppl leh...so dat teacher said,if sec 4 were in 4th level,one class have to be in either container classroom or e one beside comlab...so she said...y muz it always be 4Z?or4C?or4H?...i would love to ask her...y muz she be so 死脑筋?...hu said dat classroom is only for 4Z?or4C?or4H?...hmph...

开学了...早上搭巴士时...总觉得整个心在抖...不是因为冷...就是对学校有一种说不上来的恐惧感...不懂啦...反正每年开学的第一天...总会有这种感觉...