今天发生了许多事...心情起伏很大...是个快乐却又伤心的一天...很矛盾吧...
tcher's day eve...celebrations...haha...the concert in vj was nice...damn hilarious...hehe...gt videos showing some of thte tchers...hehe...but e atmosphere a bit nt high...then after that gt celebrate september babies + xiaojia's bday...then went cedar...met yy at bus stop outside my skul n went back together....hehe...watch the concert at cedar...the items quite simple but i was a bit touched...hehe..whole hall of ppl screaming...miss that feeling...but this yr every class wearing their class-t so very colourful in the hall...but i would prefer it if all had worn our blue uniform...after concert saw cher!!!!..hehe...talk to her for very long...talking to her is so therapatic...hehe..thanks cher...then i gt damn hungry and waited for marion n some other 4s ppl to arrive while groaning for food at the same time...in the end me n wan lin went with ard 8 or 9 4s ppl for lunch.. a bit strange though...saw xinyi..hehe...she became crazier n everybody wonders wat sajc has done to her...anyway went to a place in potong pasir...quite a nice place...一个挺有情调的小咖啡座...there was crayons on the table which was covered with white paper so u can actually draw on it while eating...anyway in the end i didn't feel like eating though i was still hungry and only ordered vanilla ice coffee..very sweet...xinyi they all were playing the games at the place..n me n cher a bit emoing...i was feeling tired n a bit sad...n well, we were writing n drawing stuff on the paper when cher showed me a sentence...n all of a sudden i felt like crying..well i did cry eventually (only a few drops of tears which i quickly rubbed away) but only cher saw...but marion was asking if i was crying...i said no...didn't want more ppl worrying over me...but i felt better afterwards...cher said i think too much n ask me not to think anymore...haiz..i'll try but i don't think i'll succeed...i'm still pondering over wat to do... ...

我以为我不会心痛，
我以为自己很潇洒，
我这才发现我是多么的不了解自己... ...