以为我不在乎，以为我会忘记，以为我能释怀，但是... ...

最近又在做些胡乱的梦了...
梦到在一个没有出口的商场里被人追赶, 然后总会跑进位于角落的麦当劳或寿司饭店, 其他商店则全没在营业...
还梦到在遥远的未来，人们开始兴起一股领养机器小孩的潮流, 结果我（其实在梦里感觉不是我而是似乎我的灵魂附在某个女人的身上）也领养了一个带回家，结果发现领养回来的机器小孩阴森森的有股邪气，而且会随时掏出一把抢乱射...
也梦到一整班人在一个破屋里打羽毛球，明明没有风，却有一股看不见的力在控制着羽毛球的方向...
我好像一直在做这种奇奇怪怪的梦...而每次做了梦后，第二天醒来总会觉得很疲惫...不知是否是巧合, 每次做梦前后都会有不愉快的事发生...

watching harmoc concert tml...this is after yanru asked and persuaded for dunno how many times before i finally relented and agreed to go...then for the past week she's being asking me everyday whether i'm excited abt it...then i realised i'm totally void of any emotions with regards to going to the concert...it's not that i'm dreading it but neither am i all enthu and fluffed up abt it...it's just... nothingness...and upon deeper thinking i realise i dun care abt many things much either...i just feel so emotionless.........