gp paper today was ok i guess...the first time i can write longer than my usual crappy 500 words...and my aq was (slightly) more than a page...haha...hopefully my score can reflect my optimism...shall concentrate on the rest of the subjects now...i really hope i can regain the momentum and confidence that i had lost after ct2...the results were such a terrible blow...haiz...

my 16pf report states that:
- i do not communicate my views and feelings;
- i forgot to consult people about decisions;
- i come across as somewhat aggressive;
- i am probably quite difficult to get along with.

well, pretty true i guess...though i don't really see how i'm difficult to get along with...am i difficult to get along with?...anyway, an incidence that happened once and which had caused minor unhappiness in me had happened once again...it just further emphasized to me that the world is made up all sorts of people and that you can't possibly please all of them...but still... ...i know i act like a ghost, i know i walk like a ghost, but THAT DOESN'T MEAN THAT I AM A GHOST THAT CAN BE TREATED LIKE A GHOST!! i'm sick and tired of thinking of reasons why maybe i'm the one at fault when things happen...from now on i shall just think that it's your problem and that i've tried my best to alter the situation...that's it!

ahhh, so shiok after the ramblings... :D
anyway, jia you and good luck to everyone for the upcoming prelim and the a level~~