haiz...one more wk n skul will reopen...i dread dat day...i still haven touch physics hw...i lost e piece of paper since e beginning of holiday n dun bother to ask ppl...honestly,i hope our physics teacher will nt be mr yao next yr...i cant stand him...he think he's so good in teaching...but most of those he taught gt lousier marks than those taught by mr goh in e EYE...pfff....i'm changing blogskin but cant find the time...this one has been here for more than two month le...

today is X'mas eve...wish everyone a merry chistmas!
haiz...one more wk n holiday is over...booohoo...T_T...my nose gt a lot of blackheads...seok han told me to squeeze them out...i tried, n it's nt very painful...but the problem is dat after squeezing,my nose will be very red...den my nose won't hav any blackheds...but after a few days,they'll appear again...haiz...so i use scrud...but i only get a polished nose in e end...i noe dat when u scrub smthg,u inevitably polish it as well...but i dun wan a shiny nose when my blackheads aren't removed...instead,a shiny nose make them more obvious...btw,i feel dat e hair on my arm n leg are getting longer n denser...argh!...they oso look blacker than before...though i can be optimistic n think dat i've become fairer... :)...

yesterday evening i was playing badminton with my mum at the void deck...there is this very cute little cat came...it tried to get at the shuttlecock n jumped qiute high as the shuttlecock was flying between me n mum...when it landed on e floor,the cat rushed to it,tossed it,chew it...soooo cute!!

haiz...waited so long for com to load...so slow,my com...went to watch king kong yesterday...very nice...the day before yesterday,went to some restaurant for dinner...the food was rather nice...though there is dis dish,which from e name on e menu sounds like prawns with a bit of fried egg...turns out to be a plateful of fried egg with six tiny prawns in it...mum stuffed herself n gt a tummy ache e next day,which is yesterday...
dad izzen home yet...mum said they'll be quarrelling again...juz bcoz grandad(paternal) decided to buy an apartment in shanghai n wanted dad n mum to pay around 1/3 of e cost,which is 620,000RMB...well,I noe RMB doesn't worth much against S$...but,hey...it's still alot of $$$ rite?!...well,mum had already given them 370,000RMB...n is giving them 100,000 dis month...so dad was thinking was sending more $$$ to grandad...but mum won't change her mind...so she said they r most probably gonna quarrel later when dad comes home...n i'll be typing away in front of e com...

拜三又出去吃午餐...吃得很饱很饱...因为那是buffet style的...蛮划算的...20元，你爱吃啥就拿啥...绝无限制...食物则是多元化的...有日式的、香港点心、各色色拉等等...很好吃就对了
妈说她最近作了个噩梦...梦中她得了肝癌...只剩下三个月的寿命...可她担心她死后我的学习和考试成绩怎么办？...因为平时都是她在督促我的学业...人家都说梦都和现实是相反的...我希望这是真的...

afternoon went out with dad n mum for lunch...so stuffed...argh!...i forget my new blog acc username...irritated...

啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊!!!!怎么辦?!我胖了一公斤了!
拜二去看哈利波特，比我預期中的好看...
拜四小六會考成績公布了...媽的兩個學生都考的不錯...一個得了272，另一個得了265...重要的是，這兩個人的華文都拿到A*...可是聽着媽媽對着電話那應酬的聲音...總覺得有點反感...唉...
凡事都要適可而止...有個'太'的東西總是不好的...比方說吧：若你太聰明，別人不敢與你在一起，因為你太耀眼了，以致于遮掩了別人的光芒...若你太笨，別人也不愿意與你在一起，因為她們怕你的愚笨會使她們不聰明;若你太驕傲，別人會說你拽，看你不順眼...但若你太謙虛，別人又會覺得你很虛偽；女生若太漂亮，會引狼入室，被人非禮/強暴/強奸...女生若太丑，沒有多少男人敢要；一個人若太軟弱、太沒自主、太善良，就會被人欺負，所謂馬善被人騎，人善被人欺...可若你太強悍，又沒人敢與你合作（你也不會愿意與別人合作）...所以看吧，有個'太'都不好
happy b'dae to haiyun(22/11)
happy b'dae to wanlin(24/11)

AAAAAAARRRGGGGHHHHH!!!
嘿嘿...沒啥事...只想好好地叫一下... :p

today went to skul to buy books...there wasn't much to buy as most hav been bought last year...i bought 6 foolscap pad...hehe...dis morning when taking e lift at my flat...there was a blind 老先生...i seldom see him...but my mum said that she once saw him in orchard road...in e lift,he asked my 'bout my studies n skul...he asked me where i'm going...i told him n e bus i'm taking which was 61...he said he's also taking 61 n hope that i can tell him when e bus come...at e bus stop,we waited quite long for e bus...so asked me 'bout my religion...i told him i'm a freetinkle...he went on to say that i may hav no religion but i must believe dat there's a God sumwhere...at skul met limeng...rather surprised coz thought dat she's in china...she said dat she came back to buy next year's books n she's going on e f and n trip to perth...asked her to buy some sweets for me... :p...she's streamed into e pure lit class,ss/geo,no bio...she hate bio...coz she's rather weak in bio...

today went to skul to do CNY backdrop...10.30am reach there n we did until like 6.45pm,only left a bit... but renhui they all wanna go home n watch 王子变青蛙...sothey r like thinking cum back to skul tomolo to finish e rest... but both our cca teacher not cuming skul tomolo so we cannot cum... den yy's mum came so she said go yy's house watch e show...den finish e rest below yy's house...but i gotta go home... coz i told my mum dat e thing will finish at around 5pm... ...
i once said dat i detest cockroaches...well,here's my another unfortunate encounter with a cockroach... n it's a flying cockroach...here's wat happened:it was quite late in e night, around 12 midnight...i was brushing my teeth at e sink...there's a mirror in front of me...my mum was behing me washing some stuff at e kitchen sink... so i could see her in e mirror... suddenly,out of e corner of my eye,i saw some brown stuff fly into e kitchen through e window...but i couldn't see wat it is as my mum blocked e thing in e mirror... so i turned around to check it out...it turned out to be a big brown cockroach...i screamed n ran out of e kitchen,with my toothbrush still sticking out of my mouth...my mum was like,wat's e big deal?it's juz a cockroach...i told her,dat thing can fly...my mumlooked disbelievingly at me...den as if to prove dat i was right...e cockroach went totally bersak n flew aroung e whole kitchen...bumping into e wall n ceiling...n landing on every possible place...including my shirt which was hanging there(ugh!)...finally,my father manage to get rid of it using e old traditional method(for those hu don't noe,dat is using e slippers)... ...
i would like to recommend a bk...it's called The Healer's Keep,by Victoria Hanley...it's about magic...after reading nearly half a year of historical romance,i'm starting to get sick of 'em...but couldn't find nice bks in e library...i came across dis one in bedok community library...n it's absolutely nice!...it has four main characters,three of which are gifted in the healing arts...it's e same old story of battle between e good n e evil,e light n e dark...in which e good always prevail...but e way e story is woven n e storyline is good...u muz read dis bk...it was only after finishing dia bk den i realized dat it is a companion(note:not sequel) to The Seer and the Sword...i hav read dis bk last year but hav blurred memory of it...e only link is dat one of the main character of The Healer's Keep,Saravelda Andrenos is e daughter of the two main character of The Seer and the Sword,Torina Archelda n Landen Andrenos...read it...really very nice!

假期終于來了...時間過地真快，明年我就是中四了...四分之三的中學生涯已在不知不覺中度過了...回顧這三年來的經歷，我覺得我真的長大了不少，也改變了不少... ...
記得中一時的我...身處在陌生的環境中，面對着陌生的人群...那時的我是多么的一臉茫然與不知所措...我不是一個外向的人，不善于交際...可能是因為怕受到傷害...我像個刺猬似的讓身上的刺豎起...一刻也不曾松懈下來...因此沒人接近得了我，也沒人敢接近我...可我知道自己是孤單的...是多么渴望友情...是多么希望能讓自己放松下來，和別人一起玩鬧嬉戲...后來，多虧有了姿雅，我才慢慢學會讓自己放松... ...
中二的我已沒有中一時那么扎手了...但在別人眼中還是母老虎一只...然而我已找到能讓我立足的地方了...也開始有自己的一圈朋友了( 雖然只是一個小圈子，但我也知足了)不過，我仍然時時提高警惕，有一點兒不對勁的地方就會馬上豎起身上的刺...結果身邊的人難免會被我刺傷...對此，我向她們致十二萬分歉意...海韻的出現讓我知道該放松時就放松...別老緊繃着精神，怪累的...偶爾瘋一下也無妨，別人是不會笑的... ...
到了中三，我又開始擔心起來了...面對那么多陌生臉孔我怕我又會回到中一時的我...在加上惠勤換到了別班，我更是忐忑不安...還好有殷悅，我才不至于再度陷入泥沼... ...
想想這三年來，我也學了不少...尤其是待人處事方面，更是累積了一些心得...身邊的人主要分成三類...一是談得來的人、二是關系還算過得去的acquaintance、三是你看她不順眼她也看你不爽的人...對于第一類，也就是談得來的人，可稱的上是’朋友’...但朋友也分幾類，一類是’要好朋友’、另一類則是’普通朋友’...對于’要好朋友’應當互相信任，坦誠相待；對于’普通朋友’則以禮相待，表面上過得去就行了，不必注入太多心思( 因為’普通朋友’是很難升級為’要好朋友’，反之則較容易)...’要好朋友’有難同當有福同享，她們絕不會在危難之時丟下你落跑(不過得留意那些披着羊皮的狼)...’普通朋友’說難聽點就是所謂的’酒肉朋友’，靠不得...
對于第二類的acquaintance...你就要看，如果對方有利于你，那一定要和她搞好關系，甚至想辦法讓她成為’普通朋友’...若對方對你沒啥用處的，也別急着翻臉不認人...沒準那天你得有求于別人... ...
對于那些你討厭的家伙，和第二類人同樣處理...若你實在看不慣對方的嘴臉，真想狠狠給她一拳...鄙人奉勸一句，小不忍則亂大謀，能忍則忍...如果你已到了忍無可忍的地步...鄙人斗膽再奉勸一句，不看僧面看佛面，你得想想那人你惹得起馬？
身邊的人總會有得罪你的時候，這時，別急着進行報復...看一下，若是朋友就適當地板板面孔，開開玩笑就足夠了...如果是acquaintance，就看着辦，但別做得太過火了...若是你討厭的人，那當然要狠狠地干，不過要不留痕跡...至于該如何報復呢...你就看那人她吃哪一套...她不愛你怎樣對她，你就偏偏那樣對她...還有，切記，心靈上的傷害遠比肉體上的傷害來得嚴重...人往往能忍受痛打，但無法忍受侮辱...不過還是那句老話：得饒人處切饒人...您就大人不計小人過吧！

so sianz... supposed to go 3rd lang but i dun wan... anyway teacher is teaching lessons for those taking JLPT... n i'm nt taking... so i told my mum i going 3rd lang but actually is go n play with my junior... haiz... my jap eng-yr is 48... two more marks den pass le... but neva mind... i'm quitting anyway... my overall oso pass le
nowadays often go ale's blog... i totally like hers... but dunno why... everytime i go her blog... my heart hurt... her blog seems to be filled with sadness... she seems so lonely, i wish i could console her... but we seldom meet since we are in e diff class... sumtimes i wonder if we are true frenz...she said she hate false frenz... i wonder if i am one... sumtimes i feel like as if 不管我做什么,总会对不起某人...
it's raining outside now... n freezing cold in e com lab...i'm waiting for my junior to finish her meeting on pre-departure debrief... she's going perth this hol...muz ask her to buy sumthg for me... :p

exam results r out,it was ok...my L1R5 was 11... i wanted 9... but overall qiute happy lah, coz i gt 4 A1's... :D...my bio was e lowest among all 8 subjects(excluding 3rd lang-jap)... 60/100 .... haiz... but e whole cohort gt 37 % fail so i think i should be satisfied.... den my ss/geo gt 61... wasn't any better... at first teacher count mark wrongly.... so my mark was 71... i was like WOW!... my humanities neva gt better than 65 and now i gt 71!... dat's an A2!... but after i add up e marks... i found out dat it should be 61... i went to tell teacher... i felt terrible... it sux to be honest... haiz... but at least my conscious is clear...
today gt our yearbook... chuiwen appeared in it 8-9 times... dat's wat others told me... i dun bother to count... but e one of her on e cover page with her butt jutting out was .... i dunno wat word to use...
it's still skul time now... but after exam leh mah... sumore is free period... hehehe

呵呵... 考试终于考完了... 终于可以轻松下来，玩几天了... :D ... 拜三，准备和 ale 还有 phoeb 一起出去玩一下... 算是为她们庆祝明天的生日... 还有庆祝考试终于结束了... 每当想到要和她们出去，心里还是会很开心... 我想，我还是很在乎她们这两位朋友...
说到朋友，我记得xingyi曾经在回家的路上和我聊过着个话题... 聊着聊着她突然说了一句话... 其实hai yun算是你在cedar的best fren吧... 我愣了一下... 才突然发现，我好象从来都没想过，谁才是我真正的朋友... 后来回家想了想... 对我来说，没有所谓的best fren, 只有good fren... 因为我觉得，若用best fren来形容别人... 反而怪怪的... 再说，我把别人当成是good fren，人家也未必把我当good fren... 说不定只是普通朋友罢了... 那有多尴尬啊！
haiz... 今天早上yy迟到了... 她发烧，本来不想来的... 可是想说都已经是最后一天了，还是考完了比较安心... 听amanda说hai yun得了dengue... haiz... 她们还真够倒霉的...
不过话说回来... 我对这次的考试没有十足的把握，会拿到好成绩... 其实这并没什么... 只是觉得蛮对不起我妈... 因为在她看来，我好象变乖了，懂得要读书了... 但那些都是假象，是我装出来给她看的... 每当她不在家时，我总会偷偷地看电视、玩电脑... 起初，我也不以为然... 可后来当我告诉cher时，她只说了句:好 fake喔！... 我这才猛然发现... 我竟然是这么虚假的人... 可是我看我患上了电视瘾了吧... 不管我怎么想，到最后我还是会打开电视机... 尽管如此，我还得在其他人面前（包括我妈）装得好象一切都很好... 为什么？不就是为了面子吗？... 为了让别人以为，我是个神童... 是个不用怎么学习也可以考得很好的神童...
可是我觉得好累、也好失败噢！人类，为什么如此的虚伪、如此的死要面子？虽然说，没有人是十全十美的...

btw...
wishing yy happy 16th b'dae, u can now officially watch NC16 movies!(07/10)
and...
wishing ale n phoeb happy 15th b'dae, may we be frenz foreva!(11/10)

... ... last wk wed gt hcl end-yr... haiz... terrible.... den fri gt jap end-yr... wasn't ani better... i diden even study for it anyway...haiz... yy bdae cuming...still haven bought present for her... den alethea n phoeb's bdae oso cuming... on e same dae sumore... haiz... i broke oredi but still need to buy so many bdae present... haiz....

... last nite was a nightmare.... i was washing plates when i suddenly felt sumthing itchy n hairy crawling on my feet.... dis was nt e first time i had dat feeling... n e last time i felt dat way... a cockroach crawled across my feet... dis time it was oso a cockroach!!!... n it was quite big... urrrrgh!..... disgusting pests.... i screamed like hell n killed it with my slippers.... but after dat i dare nt touch it.... so i left e dead cockcroach there... lying on e kitchen floor... it was only when my dad came then was it cleared.... urgh.... i hate cockroaches....
... e first time a cockroach ran acroos my feet... it was around one yr ago... i noe there was a cockroach sumwhere in my room... coz i saw it during e day... den dat nite... i woke up to pee... as u noe... ppl hu wake up in e dead of e nite to pee are mostly half asleep n half awake.... after i peed... i juz sat on my bed... my feet on e floor... n totally forgt abt e cockroach in my room... n suddenly i felt sumthing running across my feet... n i immediately became wide awake... i quickly on e light... n managed to kill e cockroach after much chasing... it was only den dat i realized i dare nt touch it.... so i left e dead cockroach on e floor n went to sleep... i was even surprised dat i can fall asleep... after all, there's a dead cockraoch in my room... e next morning when i woke up... e dead cockroach attracted alot of ants... n i was totally disgusted... haiz... tml is my english end-yr.... wish me luck... Xp

... haiz... so tired... juz now gt 4B chinese test... before dat e teacher tok so much until there only half an hr left... luckily i completed it in 15min... n slept for e next few min... on mon during eng period... we were doing compre... chui wen was sleeping... n her eyes very scary... her eyes are like half closed... can see a bit of her pupils... but i think she was deep in sleep... but can see her eyeball rolling... *shudders*... den ying fang... said dat her brither oso slept like dat... den she said dat if u wave ur hand in front of her or even try to poke her eyes... she wouldn't react... coz she's deep asleep... so scary lor... but please... i mean no evil... btw... jia you to everyone for end-yr exams... *grins*...

haiz.. siew hwee said my last post abt chui wen standing on my chair was quite bad... but i dun feel so leh... i'm juz stating e fact wat... okok... maybe dat was a bit guo fen... but... haiz... dun care lah...dis fri gt english end-yr exam... den next wed is hcl end-yr exam... followed by jap... haiz... n thanx to yy... i remembered dat still gt cl o'lvl... WAHHH!!!.... T_T... why gt so many exams!!... boohoohoo... so stressed... btw... nowadays... watching The Rose(qiang2 wei1 zhi1 lian4)... by S.H.E.... soooo nice!... i juz watch e first part and i was crying like hell.... haiz... e song oso very nice... ye zi by ah sang.... haiz... sooo nice.... before The Rose... i was watching ping2 qiong2 gui4 gong1 zi1.... oso quite nice... but after watching a few chapters a bit tired of it... coz e whole show is like toking abt how poor e main characters r ... n trying to save as much moneey as possible... n spent a little as possible... but becoz is zaizai act de... so ok lah... e show...

haiz... sianz... skul start 2 days oredi... n end yr exam cuming soon... but so hapi... exam is from 5oct -10oct... actually 11oct n 12oct oso exam date but e subjects r chinese lit n art n others... those dat i'm nt taking... 13oct n 14oct r marking day... 14oct n 15oct are sat n sun... so dat means for 6 days continuously... i dun hav to go to skul!!... yippee!.... when i first knew abt dis... which is in e morning... i couldn't believe my ears... n thought dat it was juz a joke... haiz
later gt 3rd lang... so long neva go... i almost 4gt all those dat i hav learnt...

urgh... i dun think i can stand li thong animore! ...on mon n tues, we gt sum cca stuff dat everyone muz go... it was from 9am-5pm... e first thing they arranged for us to do was learning sum dance steps... unfortunately... i was late on mon due to traffic jam... when i arrived, e others hav oredi learnt half way thru... i had totally no idea wat was going on... so i cut in sumwhere at e side... shi jun, guo si, li thong, iris n laura were standing at e most side row... so i went in front of shi jun... but shi jun n guo si sasked me to go behind them... it's fine with me... i dunno anything yet aniway... i started learning with e rest though my brain is still a pool of mud... five min later li thong behind me started complaining... 'wenyi ah, you standing in front of me u noe?'... pooh, izzen dat obvious?! ...'u r obstructing me, u noe?' ... pooh, can she like move behind herself?!... aniway, i diden pay anymore attention n went on dancing... she juz shut up... sumtime later she tried to shoo me away again... i juz ask her to ask thoses behind her to move behind... she doesn't even bother to turn around n ask n juz told me straight in my face behind ppl dun wan to move.. like i would believe her!...
e next day, guo si n shi jun diden cum for e dance coz they gt sum eng lessons i think... i was late again coz gt bio remedial... so when i went there... li thong left a HUGE space for me... as soon as she saw me... she called me n said so excitedly...'wenyi ah, quick cum here'... like as if i saved her... i rolled my eyes... later dat day we need to present e dance to our teacher... guo si n shi jun was here... naturally i stood behind 'em n li thong behind me ... she refused to budge so i'm like in e middle of two rows... i asked her to move behind... she gave me e same lame excuse dat behind ppl dun wan to move... wateva... music starting n i dun feel like quarelling with her (but i definitely feel like scolding her n giving her a smack on her face)... so i juz went behind to e last person....
wat e shitty hell! ... when no one is in front of her she dare nt be e first person... den when there's too many ppl in front of her she whines n grumbles n complains like hell! ... i oso can't stand e way she pa ma pi (hitting horese ass, literally) ...she's e lower sec coordinator n mdm goh,our cca teacher, is oso her form teacher... li thong definitely has no leadership qualities... n neither is she popular in cca or in class... in fact i heard from wei ling dat no one likes her in her class... so how on earth did she gt to be e lower sec coordinator?... n oso i think dat mdm goh is rather biased... wei ling n li thong are e upper n lower sec coordinator respestively... both r from her form class.... it's too much of a coincidence... i hav no objections towards wei ling but li thong is definitely unworthy of e post... n i'm sure mdm goh is more or less aware of her unpopular status in class n cca... but she still let li thong be lower sec coordinator... aren't there better choices?... like li xue?... aniway, i think li thong is worse than chui wen... or maybe they r e same type of person
talking abt chui wen... i starting to find her ok.. when she dun talk, she's alright... but when she start talking, especially interrupting into other ppl's conversation... den i'll find her irritating... n oso when she climbs up to on e projector... i'll have goosebump.... coz she's short she hav to stand on both my chair n her chair to on it... n everytime she stands up... i feel as if she's gonna fall anitm eonto me... n i'm gonna get squashed by her... n e way she climbs on... *shudders*...haiz... but on e whole... i think she's ok lah... if she dun talk...

today... our skul gt 'be urself day'... wat rubbish... aniwae dis yr every level nd to decorate e classroom according to the era given.. uor sec3 level time was 1985-1995... so my class decided to do abt politics n philantalic or wateva dat word is (means stamp)... actually today i nd go rc(reflection centre)... coz i late for 4 times dis yr (according to my memory which is nt very good)... but mdm koh said she rmb dat i late for 2 times only in 2nd semester.. n she went digging records but couldn't fing evidence dat i've been late during e first semester.. so she ask me dun go today... she sae she nd to check first.. so i'm here in skul... posting... xp

changed place dis tue.. now sitting 2nd row.. so front.. haiz.. cannot slack animore.. yingfang on my left.. chuiwen on my right.. bleh.. actually is siew hwee sit there one.. but due to obvious reasons.. i changed with her.. so sianz.. yingfang said i veri polite.. hehe..*blush*.. den chuiwen said dat i veri quiet.. dat i tok more when i sitting with geraldine n dolly they all.. i rolled my eyes.. it's like duh.. wat does she expect me to say to her.. she oso asked me why siew hwee dun wan to sit with her.. i rolled my eyes again n said dunno.. is she a fool or wat?!..
thurs gt eng oral.. i think i diden do dat bad for e reading part... but i think for e picture n conversation part i tok extremely little.. T_T.. after e oral.. we(me, cher, xingyi n jinghuey) went for 3rd lang... when we reached e moelc.. they were having a fire drill so we were ushered to e field.. haiz.. it was so stuffy.. n i was feeling a bit bu shuang.. i oso dunno why.. juz unhappy.. aniway after wating in e field for like 15min we finallly went back to our classroom.. it was break den n sensei said dat gt a quiz after break.. so i took out e bks to study.. normally i dun study one.. juz cheat.. so cher was as usual fooling n joking around.. n she ask me why i suddenly bcum so hardworking.. i was still feeling a bit bu shuang.. i was thinking.. please test is like 5days later.. of course hav to study rite!?.. so i shot her an annoyed look.. she sort of shut up immediately.. i a bit guilty.. but said nothing.. later when e qiuz starting, cher was lying on table n i try stuffing e paper into her hand.. she diden move.. i was really annoyed.. so i shouted her name impatiently.. a bit too loudly i think.. coz a whole class was staring at me.. animway cher jumped up n i immediately apologized.. coz i was e one in wrong wat.. she said dat i was in bad mood.. i admit.. but why ah?.. i think bcoz in class.. i tok too little in my new place.. cannot get to go siao n fa xie..
yesterday.. we wore all e traditional costume.. whole class only yingfang neva wear.. so sad.. but she said maybe she wearing sari next year.. oso yesterday nd pass up physics hw.. i neva do n was rushing thru it.. chuiwen dunno how to do one of e tys qn... i told her to draw speed-time graph... she go n draw dist-time graph... in e end still ask me why she could'nt gt correct ans... >:(... angry... yy said:now u now wat it's like sitting with her.. T_T.. a bit regret change seat with siew hwee.. but wat's done can't be undone.. i'll juz hav to endure her for e rest of e year.. haizz...

um... gt gce o'lvl cl listening todae... before taking i thought it was going to be easy peasy.. but i was nt... all e choices gt appear so some qn nt sure which to put.. in the end some ans i guess.. but overall i think i'm did ok.. (^_^)/..monday was my oral... n i gt ulcer on my tongue!.. so wheneva i tok i will be qiute pain.. but luckily... my tongue diden feel pain when i was talking... muz hav frozen.. bcoz of e aircon in e hall.. hehe.. :) ..btw.. yy ask who cher was... it was cherlia... i noe ppl oso call cherissa cher so maybe i'll call cherlia cher1... n cherissa cher 2... haha ... -_-" .... i noe it's lame...

haiz... skul start oredi... i miss e hols... coz all i did was sleep, eat n slack... haiz... i still haven finish e book review... lazy dun feel like doing... today gt CLDDS... a bit sianz... dun noe wat we'll be doing... btw... in skul rite now... hehehe... haix... whole day wanna sleep...

haiz... so long neva post... cher said i changed alot since i enter sec3... well... maybe... she said dat yy's influence on me was great... well... i guess so... haiz... dunno if dis is good... cher said dat i became so much more sociable... but hor... sumtimes i still feel like going back to my sec1 self... haiz... wateva lah...

yoz... juz had a bio test... quite hard... nowadays quite depressed... dunno why leh?... haiz... got so much homework... dun feel like studying... dun feel like going for o'levels... juz wanna go n work after sec skul... haiz... after all... after so much years of studying... all u get is a piece of paper which might not even be of use... den it'll be a waste of time, money, and effort... ah, and of course a waste of brain juice as well... so sianz... ok dat's all... sayonara...

... sho happy...\(^.^)/... dad is back from shanghai... but... haiz... e sad thing is dat for dunno wat reason... he didn bring one whole box of tidbits which i ask him ta bring... T_T... sad ... no sweets... haiz... thursday got physics test... n i did so horribly for it... there was not enuf time for me... n i totally 4got how to calculate the critical angle using e formula: r=1/sin c ...haiz... hope i can pass dis test... yeah ... dats all folks ... bye!...

...haiz... my dad's been in shanghai for 3 wks oredi... n mum's starting to nag at me again... due to sum past happening between my mum n my grandma(paternal side)... my mum has a negative impression abt my paternal grandparents... n thus... she keep telling mi how bad they are n whatsover...haiz... i have been listening to 'em 4 lyke since pri 3 or 4... n is sick of 'em... haiz... i got back my bio test... it sux... i got 11.5/20... pathetic... so xianz...kk... dat's all...bb

.. haiz... dere's sooooo much tests dis wk... dere's e chem n amaths tmr... jap on thurs... n emaths sumdae dis wk... haiz... i wanna cry... T_T... sum more e chem test is on e acid, base n salts... n i'm so lousy in dat... most probably i'll fail... haiz... but oso very hapi... yesterdae watched 4 discs of 'mars'... n it's soooo nice... zai zai sho shuai... *blush*... haiz... but hor... in e eng i didn't study for my jap test which i'm supposed ta do so... ok... dats all... sayonara...

...todae so fun... our bio teacher not in so we got free period... den i decided to go to 3S to find haiyun which is at e other of e corridor... haiz... but her teacher is in so cnnt go n find her...den i decided to walk very, very slowly pass e whole stretch of corridor...there's 5 classes on dat corridor...three got teachers in them...so when i sort of 'float' pass e classes...e whole class stare at me... even e teachers... den one of 'em ask me if i ok or not... 'coz cherlia told me later dat i look as if i'm gonna commit suicide... :)...haiz...

yoz... it's april fools' day!!... haiz...today we were trying to play tricks on e teachers...but it's so not fun... dat stupid dolly go n bring doreen ( e one in finding nemo)... den we all keep pressing it making alot of noise...but i suspect our maths teacher is either cock-ear...or deaf...'coz for e whole lesson we keep doing dat n he neva hear anithing one... so sad...T_T...den we oso put a duster at e entrance of e class n close e door...so it's supposed to drop down if someone open e door... but our eng teacher open e door n it neva drop down... haiz... so e duster is still hanging at e entrance there... but she walk pass it for like three times n she neva notice it until i told her... haiz... okae...gtg...

yoz... my first post... dunno wad to say leh!! wait until i get a nicey skins.. great thankx to music hahahahahahahha i at her house now.. actualli is music typing now la.. but nvm... she.. as in me ... helping wenyi to u noe do the skin n fanciful stuff..!!! ok... bye..