no more SPA after yesterday's chem spa...muahahahahahahaha...*choke* *cough*...hahahahahahahahahah...-_-"....hehestarted the day with some stress management talk....i thought it was going to be another boring talk where you can catch some sleep...but the speaker was quite good...very interesting and she showed us some very funny videos...so yup, rather enjoyed it...3 periods of chem tutorials today...first 2 periods did chemical kinetics...then the last period did some mcq on organic...quite interesting coz everyone got a remote control thingy and you can just press your ans... :)

天很蓝，云很白，心情也很好! xD

我的未来？

前些日子老师要我们写下对未来的期望...比如说：要做什么行业，想过怎样的日子等等等等...以前的我对未来可以说是懵然不知，毫无头绪...但后来有一天却突然开窍了...对于未来突然变得很清醒...完全知道自己要的是什么，并且要怎样做来达到目标...我想这是好事吧...有个朋友看我对未来如此的清楚，说她很羡慕我...是的，我可以理解...在我对未来还毫无头绪的日子里，我也曾有过很清楚自己将来要做什么的朋友...而对于那些人我也一样用羡慕的眼神看着她们...只是最近开始怀疑起自己...我为自己想好的未来是否真的适合自己...为自己设想好的路我是否有能力走过去...以前对未来感到恐惧，因为看不到未来...现在即使看到了却还是一样感到恐惧，因为怕自己看错...
总觉得未来谁也说不准...也觉得对未来的设想是每个人的小小秘密...因此也不喜欢对人说出自己将来的计划...尤其不喜欢让老师们知道...感觉好像说出来了未来就这样被定下来了...就没有可以改变的余地了...

i want to watch 'L-change the world'....but i guess i'll have to wait till after common tests...haiz...last phy SPA today...i guess i did ok...last chem SPA tml...hope it'll be fime too! xD

*^$&%#^$&%*#...COM DAMN SLOW AHHHH!!!!! hence i took like 35min to do the e-assessment...half the time is wasted waiting for the com to load...then my score was 7/15... :(...so doing it again..argh!...irritated... ...

昨晚的月亮很亮。
不知今晚的月亮如何,天上上有许多云，看不清... ...

yesterday pe gt mock napfa...i fell...lolx...well, this is what happened: we only need do 3 stations for the mock: standing braod jump, inclined pull-up and 2.4km run...then i wore the shoe with absolutely no friction at all...then when i was doing the standing braod jump..i dunno how but somehow i just slipped and fell on my knees...so skin on both my knee was a bit scrapped off...but i passed the mock anyway so i guess that's ok...though i just managed to finish the run on the dot...then after i went home i realise that the wound wasn't exactly very light and the mat i fell on wasn't very clean...correction: was very dirty...so i asked my mum put some antiseptic but it was very pain... so i was jumping abt the hse all the while mum tried to put medicine...then i bandaged the wound and today went to school ppl were like...O.O...what happen to ur knee?...
econs lecture today was...dunno how to say...the LT aircon hasn't been on since 2wks ago so it's damn stuffy in the LT...plus it's econs lecture...so 1/4 of the ppl pon...another 1/4 slept..then another 1/4 stoned...throughout the whole lecture mingshuan miraculously survived!!...si xuan and peehua wandered into dreamland while me and jess spent the time decorating yanru's notes...(yanru is at the cca walkabt for O2)...hehe...then got some briefing on schorlarships after school..
darn!...tml gt additional econs lesson after school...argh!!!

gosh...com very slow ahhh!!....and i noe i very long neva post le...then so many ppl ask me update...hehe....and got some ppl like yanru keep going see my blog until she memorized my previous post...'the day started with phy spa yada yada'...
so, here shall be a long and boring review on the past week(but if y'all not interested you can dun bother to read it.... it's all crap anyway...heh) :
14/02(thur): valentine's day! gave flowers to cher and phoeb thru the online thingy...phoeb say she ordered a flower for me too...but sadly i diden receive it...guess it got lost...:(...wellz,received presents from the girls...thanx!!...(^_^)
15/02(fri): x-ctry day...a lot of ppl pon...but si xuan came to accompany me...xD...so nice of her...then in the end si xuan pulled me thru the whole thing when i couldn't take it and juz wanna walk back...so my position was 450...improved compared to last yr...but acc. to si xuan if i diden walk on the bridge i could have gotton like 280 to 300...O.o...
17/02(sun): ask mum to help me layer hair coz i wanna save $10...hehe...but the end result wasn't very satisfactory...as in if i dun tie my hair it look ok...but once i tie then my hair look like a stump of something...yup...considering go layer it again but i wan save $$...going broke now...T_T
18/02(mon): additional maths lesson by mr ho after school on summary of vestors...gosh,he is so much faster than the other lecturer...and he's explanation is so much easier to understand...og dinner later...hope it wun end too late...i wan my sleep at 10pm...haha..

started the day with phy spa...hehe...i guess i did quite ok for it except that i'm not very sure abt the d.p. and s.f...very confusing sia...during 2nd break bought some snack at the western stall with ming shuan...then very funny...the food cost $1.30...so i wanted to give the uncle $2.30...a $2 note and 3 10-cent coins...i thought i gave him 3 coins but the uncle was like i only gave him 2 coins...then ming shuan thought maybe i drop the coin somewhere ard the stall so she began looking ard and lift up all the sauce bottles...lolx...then so i said nvm and so i started eating my food...after finishing my food i realised that the 10-cent coing was inside the plastic bag that is used to put the food..-_-"...hehe...
then during the chem lecture the teacher put in a lot of sound effects for her slideshow...then peehua cnnt stand it...hehe...then halfway thru the lecture both of us heard something drop...so we looked down and saw a pen on the floor between our chairs...so peehua picked it up and put it on my table...i was like,er,not my pen...then she looked at me and said,not hers either...hehe....so in the end i juz put the pen behind us...hehe...chem tutorial very sian...almost fell asleep...Zzzz...
then after school went to bugis with ming shuan to buy v'day present...diden noe it was so hard to buy a present...but bought new earrings for myself..hehe...happy....all my earrings spoil liao so now finnally have new ones...(^_^)

乘着新年假期，又看了一遍《剧院魅影》...天啊，超好看的...>.<...里面的歌也很好听...有句歌词挺发人省醒的：假面舞会，我不识人，人不识我...仔细想想，这个世界不也是个假面舞会吗?

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL!!!! (^_^)

went to skul...quite a lot of ppl pon...peehua diden come...the concert wasn't really very nice...there was lion dance as usual...then the rest of the performances were moved outdoors to outside pt...then all the j1s were selling stuff to collect money for some charity thingy i think...in the end me,si xuan,jess,ming shuan,jing xuan and lex played cards in the canteen...miss ng gave us the dove wafer chocolate stick...then went parkway with jess and si xuan...jess met her fren there...si xuan went to laminate the card/paper/bookmark(?) for her fren...then we went walk walk...went to esprit to try out some clothes...tried this green blouse and white pants...i think it look a bit strange but i guess it's ok...coz si xuan say a bit punkish...blehx...

been doing a lot of thinking lately...well, actually i'm always thinking(too much)...
how i wish my mind could be simpler...
how i wish i could understand what i'm thinking...
how i wish i could just admit what i have always denied...
how i wish i could learn to handle difficult people and situations in a more mature way that will not in any way offend anyone...
how i wish i could just heck care about everything and enjoy life as it is...
how i wish i could just sit back and watch the world roll by...
basically, how i wish i could think less...
but then, the world doesn't allow you to think little and escape the consequences...

pe today was fun but tiring...we did alot of running and jumping at first...then we played volleyball again!...(:...same team as mingshuan,xiaojia,lex,junsen n huanjek...then junsen and huanjek very funny...and the teacher called them cartoons...hurhur...really very funny sia...then got class dinner tonight with ms suhana...jess can't go coz she got reunion dinner,sixuan can't go coz she got training,yanru can't go coz she...forgot the reason...then i dunno whether to go or not to go...so in the end i diden go and here i am typing away...heh...
juz got to noe abt something which i think is very scary...and worsen my distaste for...原来世界真的是黑的...
dunno how's the dinner going on...suddenly felt that maybe it's right not to go... ...

stayed back in skul for lunch together with yanru, sixuan and jess...then ate ice-cream and played cards!...=D...then wanted to go home at ard 3.30...but peehua wanted to go bugis collect her shoes then jess going so i tagged along as well...then i took bus home...it took so long to come...sighs...and it was damn packed...worse than bugis street...at first i thought i could find a seat on the bus and finish reading 'to kill a mockingbird' on the way home but i had to stand all the way...:(...chinese new year's comoing and i'm finally feeling excited over it!!!...coz this means holidays!!!....and loads of homework as well...pooh!...and i finally got a tagboard!!...yayee!!!...xD

有些事情还真的是不知道为妙...今早得知一件事...该怎么说呢?...一件有人忘了告诉我，而我却从另一人口中得知的事情...其实也不是啥大不了的事...只是知道后心里有点不是滋味...让我想起过去我曾努力想摆脱的阴影...

continued watching 'to kill a mocking bird' today during gp...there was subtitle today so i could understand what the actors were saying...the movie was very very nice...the plot is mainly about whites discriminating against blacks and it's sort of told from a child's perspective...very touching and very impactful...

ms suhana wanted to have dinner with the class supposedly for bonding...hurhur...

剩下不到一个礼拜就要过新年了...不知为何始终兴奋不起来...

there’s sc nominee speech in the morning...got one guy very lame...he was posing as an emcee introducing himself then he zi4 wen4 zi4 da1...then after that there’s phy lecture by mr beetsma...how exciting!...=.=...half the lt pon...and the remaining half were either doing their own stuff or sleeping...actually come to think of it, I feel a bit sad for mr beetsma...it seems that no one wants to listen to him...for gp we watched this movie called ‘to kill a mocking bird’...it’s quite nice though half the time I dun understand what the actors are talking...but it’s better than doing some essay or comprehension...xD...then econs was boring as usual...couldn’t catch what she was saying so I had to copy from si xuan who had to copy from ming shuan and who had to copy from pee hua....then she ask us do another essay...in pt. form but still...haiz...and she also ask us do some research on FTA in some countries such as USA, China, Singapore etc...sian...dun feel like doing...T_T...

read these from a book...thought they were quite interesting...hehe...

子：果子熟了为什么会掉下来？
父：地球有吸引力。
子：难怪人死了都往地下跑。

子：爸爸，那位大夫不像报上说的是位“无痛拔牙”者。
父：你感到痛了吗？
子：没有。不过，我咬他拇指的时候，他一直疼得直叫。

妈妈：“考的什么题？”
小华：“3乘7等于多少？”
妈妈：“你答了多少？”
小华：“我不管三七二十一，答了个10。”

明明在看连环画，画面上的一条龙正在吞云吐雾。一扭头，间爸爸正在使劲地抽烟，他忽有所悟地喊：“爸爸，你真是龙的传人！”

very funny right...i think some would say lame...haha...Xp