geez, haven blogged for quite some time. coz i'm too stucked on facebook. haiz.

my final exams are sooooooooooooooooooooooooo dead...

trust is so elusive that i don't know if i can put myself in that position that is so vulnerable.
and just when i thought i could slightly let my guard down, you had to destroy everything.

oh my. all the mno videos are so nice but i can only vote for 1 (out of 26). one of them is my fren's...
how? :(

we're supposed to have acc grp discussion today after our tut ends at 2pm.
in the end we somehow spent 1 hr talking about ghost and spirits then the next hour gossiping and snooping into other ppl's fb account and we only started serious discusiion ard 4pm. LOL!
and the discussion ended at 5 pm. haha.

我的眼淚你無所謂，
因爲你根本就不知道
我哭泣的原委。
你只是單純地以爲
是我太疲憊，
可你是否想過，
我的疲憊是因爲誰。

太狠心的話
我實在說不出口，
因爲我還想珍惜
我們之間的友誼。
我的心情你理解否？

我想，你还是不懂。

i've been complaining a lot lately and i will continue to complain until this semester is over.
so please bear with me. :)

our mno project is due tml and it's not yet finished... ...
we're supposed to produce a 10min video on how we improved someone's life and present any learning points that we gained from the whole experience... ...
and someone's acting like she's taking in charge of everthing. all the rest of us have to do is to just follow her orders and no objections can be voiced...
but the thing is she is such a perfectionist and her opinion of what's perfect sometimes does not coincide with what the rest of us think is perfect but she just don't care. she just tries to impose her ideas and way of thinking on us..
pooh!
she said her friend(who is not part of the grp) will do the whole video for us since none of us know how to edit a video and stuff. this is excellent as we have external help!
but then i realised that what she wanted was: she'll be doing the whole video with her friend. the rest of us don't know how the final video is going to look like and seems like we don't have any say on it either.
i don't understand what she's thinking. i mean it's good to have help from a friend but the video should be based on the ideas of the whole group and not just one person from the grp and some one else who's not at all in the grp. the friend should be there to provide technical support but according to my dear group mate, she'll let her friend decide everything. which scenes to cut off..which scenes which follow which one..etc.
and now she's asking us to send her any suitable music for the video. one day before it will be due. HAH! if she's so confident that she can do it all by herself, why ask us?

i am angry. very angry.
i can't go to hong kong this dec coz of one old man who's so old-fashioned in his thoughts and so freaking prejudiced.

my dad asked his boss whether he could take unpaid leave so that we can go for a holiday. unpaid leave eh. U-N-P-A-I-D L-E-A-V-E!!!!! and this boss of his has so much objections.

he was asking my dad:"who's idea was this?"
f***!! what the hell you mean who's idea was this?! like as if this is such as terrible bad idea that we are going on a holiday trip this dec!

my dad told him that it was not any particular person's idea. that it was the unanimous decision made by us. he added that it was my school holiday.

then this boss went on and said: " your daughter so big already still wanna tag after you?"
what the...doesn't mean his sons doesn't wanna tag after him so it means all kids cannot tag after their parents after a certain age. 我就喜欢! 我就是要这样! 怎样?!

and he added: "uni life very hard you know. the first year is very impt. there are other school holidays also."
f***!! what other holidays?! you tell me what other holidays?! "march/april?" pooh, ask him ask his son whether his son got the mood to go travel during the recess week when mid-terms are right after that!! "first yr very impt.." so 2nd year 3rd year not impt ah?! huh?!

and he asked dad: "do you feel very stressed during work?"
you mean we can only go for holiday when my dad feels very stressed is it?

and he also asked dad: "you go on holiday every year ah?"
f***!! you think we dunno what you're trying to imply?! great, we are not some filthy rich family but this doean't mean we can't go on holidays!

this old man thinks that china ppl are just here to slog all their life away. he thinks that china ppl can come here to work but cannot have any kind of leisure activities. he think we china ppl are sooooooo poor we cannot afford all these kinda stuff! pooh!

now i'm freaking pissed of!!

on a brighter note, my mid-terms weren't too bad. :)

迟早有一天，我会昏倒在马路上，任由车辆碾过我的身躯。

i've taking bus/train in the wrong direction or get down at the wrong stops for too many times since school started.

有些事是我自己搞砸的，怨不得谁。
有些事是谁也无法预料到的，我也没有怨言。
但有些事明明可以避免却... ...

老虎不发威，就以为俺是病猫子了。

老虎很久没有发威了，老虎不想发威了。
老虎只想安安静静地过日子，老虎老了。
可是老虎发现，如果不发威，那些虾米虾将们好像越来越无法无天了。
老虎的爪牙已不在了，怎么办？

set up a stall in biz yesterday selling fancy paper clips to raise fund for our mno proj.

in the end all those that came down were people that we know. really a big thank you to everyone who bought the clips. (though i doubt any of them can see this. lol.)

then went for dinner with ale and phoeb. :DDD ate at a place called 'saycheeze' (i think) in tampines1. the food was quite good. but then, my standard for food is generally quite low. :D

talked abt those 'good old days' and the whereabouts of people that we knew from pri sch. ale concluded this: "it's good to know they are alive somewhere." haha. sounds abit... like as if we are old ladies who have gone thru many highs and lows. lolx.

i took my first panadol of my whole life today!! congratulate me!!! =.=

cold + runny nose + headache + slight fever + waiting for ppl to send me the slides so that i can collate them + presentation tml = boring death at young age

my blogskin's down. and i can't seem to find nice one in blogskin. even if i find one that i like, the alignment is funny when i use the code. :(

mid-terms are over!! :)

i think econs was pretty ok but financial accounting was a bit screwed.

but oh wellz, at least they are over!

next week will be e-learning week, but we still need to go to school for tutorials. so, i'll be going school for like just 1 or 2 hrs. :(

i never realised till now that the speed of our webcast lectures can be adjusted. so i increased the speed to twice the original and the result is hilarious. coz the lecturer has an american accent and his voice is slightly shrilly, so in the end when i increase the speed what i heard was donald duck teaching econs. lol.

中秋节要到了...有点想念上海的鲜肉月饼...

oh man, the recess week just flew past!!

and lemme see what i've managed to accomplish in this week:
well i've cleared dsc tutorial and the required readings. but i have yet to start on my term paper which is due on 14 oct. :(
i've cleared everything for acc and i guess i'm prepared for the test next sat. (i hope so)
i've done half of bsp1004(biz law) tut, read half of the required text.
and as for econs...i totally didn't touch it at all during the whole week!!!! T_T and the test is in 2 week's time. somebody help meeee~~

saw this on some funny website about bad translation. uber hilarious.

see more Engrish

went for dinner with ph jess and ms yesterday at jurong pt. :)

ate xiao long bao at ding tai fung. :))

then ate ice-cream at swensen's. :)))

mno project: the zoe project
mission: to improve the life of someone

and the conclusion that my group reached was that singapore just seem so perfect...Haiz...not that there's nothing to improve. in fact there's quite a lot we can improve like the disabled(including physically diabled, mentally disabled and intellectually disabled) there're also those that are poor. those underpriveliged kids. those ex-convicts. those drug addicts. those who are so stressed that they become suicidal. yada yada. i even thought of helping the gay community. lolx.

but then, the prob is, we only have a few weeks to achieve this and we are also supposed to make a 10 min video on it. blehx. so there's limited time, limited resources, limited capability. in the end we dropped off the disabled from the list. and some wasn't comfortable working with ex-convicts. and gay community... so we are left with not much to work with. haiz...

i'm looking forward to the recess week next week to recharge, do some revision for mid-terms and hopefully get something done for the zoe project. :)

mno food for thought qn: what does a responsible prince look like?

haiz...

went to ming shuan's bdae party on sun. :)

yesterday...what happened yesterday? ... Zzzz

went to find ale after mno lecture today and met her fren yimin. first time went to the deck and i realised that a part of the arts building seemed ideal for suicide. i don't mean to sound sadistic but i can't help but notice how easy people can just go over the railings. and i think psycology is fun to study. :)

i'm not thinking properly now...

1 dsc tut qn needs to be sent to tutor by tml.
mno 1 page write-up abt "responsible prince" by fri.
interview coaching clinic tml.
signing of tuition grant agreement tml.
and so many readings for each mod... ...

oh, but i'm so happy that biz law tut is done. managed to finish econs tut today as well. :) though i dun really know how to do.

and i think there's some compatibility prob between my computer and blogger. blogger is always loaded in a strange way on my com but when i use the sch's com to access, everything looks fine. hmph!

ok, my mind is jumping crazily now from one thing to another...

i need to concentrate!

focus!!

O.o

Zzzzzz...

things i need to do before the end of this wk:

1. managerial econs tut to be done by 4pm tml
2. mno short essay(within 1 page) abt what makes me angry(and it must be something worthy) to be done tonight coz the tutor doesn't like handwritten work so i have to print it at home. (i dunno how to use the printer in sch)
3. 1hr hi-tea session with career counsellor tml cutting short my 4hr break tml which i plan to use to do econs tut
4. need to buy ming shuan's bdae gift on sat
5. lunch with my parents on sunday to celebrate my bdae
6. ming shuan's bdae party on sun night

haiz...no time to next wk's tut and readings.. T_T

i know i have loads of things to do.

but i'm having a mental block now i can't even rmb what are the things that i need to do.

thinking of going on an exchange programme during 2nd yr. though dunno if i can make it to the cut.
and also saw an intership opportunity to the States during the may vacation next yr.

i freaking dunno wat to write for my resume when i have nothing to write but must write 1 page long! T_T

gah... walking to an earlier bus stop to take 95 isn't enough... i still missed one bus coz it was packed to the max before i could manage to squeeze onto it. next time shall cross over to the other side of the road and wait for 95 since it's a loop service. :) but this means i needa wake up abt 10 min earlier.

took a cab from buona vista to school yesterday because 95 was freaking packed and i'm gonna be late. :(
so today, i walked to the earlier stop and i saw hai yun again. hohoho
managed to get onto 95 today. :D

went to look for ale at the sci lib yesterday.
we compared our timetables and it seemed that when i'm having a break, she's having lesson and when she's free, i got a class. :(

oh no i can't find my locker!!!! it's supposed to be outside sr14 but i can't even find sr14 in the first place. :(

oh, and i finally got my locker. :D

though i have no idea where it is located exactly except that it's somewhere in biz school. >.<

shall go hunting for it tml during my 2hr break.

my darling locker, here i come~~~

i'm so happy today! :D

reason no.1:
met hai yun on the way to school! :) totally unexpected as i haven't seen her for like 3 yrs?! and she was walking behind me all the way from the mrt station to the bus stop.

reason no.2:
finally found someone with exactly the same timetable as mine. :))

reason no.3:
saw a cat in school when walking from biz to central lib. it meowed at me. awwwww... :3

currently in com lab in biz school waiting for lecture to start. Zzzzzz.

mno1001 was the most interesting lecture so far. :) no wonder the lecturer is adding a slot for a wk.
i'm thinking of renting a locker. coz i dunno why even though i dun seem to be carrying much thing in my bag it's always so heavy. but there seem to be some problem with the locker renting system, i can't seem to log into it. :( and now cher is telling me that her locker in computing school is FREE!!!! no, this is not fair!!! :(

waiting for career planning class to start...sianz...and the air-con in the lt is super cold...but i forgot to bring jacket... :(

the speed of internet connection is slow..... :(

went to cut my hair in the morning and i'm not happy with the result. i just wanted to cut it ard 7-8cm shorter and get it layered but the hairdresser cut off ard 15cm!!!!!! and it's not at all layered!!!!! argh!

i wanna watch the movie 'orphan', anyone wants to watch with me? =D

i'm shagged.

lecture for biz law was interesting though i only managed to understand 50% of it. managerial econs was boring but at least i understand what the lecturer was saying coz the intro was similar to what we learnt in jc. as for financial accounting, hurhur, i'm totally lost.the lecturer seemed to be talking a foreign language. haiz.

and i can't imagine spending 3hrs to and from school everyday for the next 3 yrs.

last day of the happy holidays :(
there's a career planning & management thingy tml...business attire...blehx
i think my mind have gone rusty after so many months of idleness...haiz
and i've taken a look at some of the lecture notes...they are so similar to econs :(

&%^$^%#&(&_*^#$#@W$!

cramp~~~~~~~

yeah as you can see, i've changed my blogskin as well as the url.

you might ask why.

frankly speaking, i too have no idea why i'm doing this.

maybe, i'm just a little bit tired of the 'silver-galaxy' term.

afterall, the galaxy may be beautiful but it is too far beyond my reach.

maybe, i just felt that it's time for a change.
(why do i sound like president obama making his campaining speeches?!)

well, whatever the reason, my apologies for any inconveniences caused.

ta-da for now~~

class bbq at xiao jia's hse yesterday...meet up with jess and yanru at cityhall before going to yck...and while walking to her hse, i realise that i could have taken bus no. 45 directly from my hse..blehx.

quite alot of ppl went to the bbq...there was quite alot of food...and the atmosphere felt a little bit weird...

went for buffet with my parents just now...

i feel screwed...

went to ion orchard with phoeb yesterday. ale was supposed to go as well but she needs to bid for her modules. ion was huge. with a lot of storeys. and i love going out with phoeb coz she can effectively curb my spending urges. :D

we were at a jap store and there was these candies that looked so tempting. i really felt like buying but i also know that i really shouldn't eat so much candy. so i asked for phoeb's opinion and she said: "no. why would you wanna pay to get yourself fat?" oh, that was the most effective line i've ever heard and i turned away from the candies immediately. :D

but in the end still bought some candies that will melt sraight away in your mouth at muji. :D

went for dinner at nyny with ph sx and jess last fri...

and i finally got a new phone!!! :D it's a sony ericsson so not used to it yet after using nokia for 4yrs...the biggest pain it gave me was when i'm trying to type a msg...couldn't get used to the fact that there is a key just for cancelling letters and items... blehx

and today i got my second ear piercing on my right ear. heh. it was a little pain and the ear stud seemed to be stuck on my ear. i couldn't take it out. :(

went to phoeb's hse yesterday morn to supposedly watch a korean movie...and only when i arrived that she told me there was no subtitle...ok, so i'm going to watch a charade?! haha...in the end didn't watch the movie and ended up setting up a facebook account for me... facebook doesn't recognise sushi as an official name...booh...so i got so fed up i tried to put 'mashi maro' as my name thinking that it would definitely be rejected...and hey bravo!!! my name thus became 'mashi maro'!!!.... T_T
and phoeb was like: ok great, all the little kids are gonna ask you to be their friend coz they'll think you're really mashi maro.
me: no!!!!! and all my friends are gonna think who's this mashi maro who asking to be my friend... T_T
it took me almost an hour before i figured out how to change my name back to wenyi...phew!
so, dinner with the girls this fri... woohoo.... :)
and going on a 'new shopping malls' tour next thur with ale and phoeb... :)
muahahahaha.... :D

命运这玩意儿还真爱折腾人。





So, i've finally received the offer letter from nus and i've accepted the offer. So yup, it's settled. Finally. I'm studying accountancy at nus. But the sad thing is, they sent the offer so late that i've missed the application period for hostel. :( So that means i have to wait till semester 2 to apply. I've requeted to be put on the waiting list so hopefully someone won't want their room and i can have it. :D yeah, dream on.

have i mention i've stopped working?

so there's loads of time and yup, i've started playing neopets...go on, laugh all you want...lolx...but my pet's still not dead yet...

and i've found a pretty funny game:
http://www.wahzu.net/ArcademPro2.804/flash-arcade-game.php?gameid=31321&gamename=Fleabag%20Vs%20Mutt

went for medical check-up in ntu today...and i almost got lost...again...haiz...

seems like i'm forever getting lost...blehx...

went for interview at nus today...

almost got lost..rahhh

well, the interview was quite ok... but then i realised that interviewers always make you feel good even though in the end they still give you a 'no' for answer...blehx

but at least i still have a place in ntu.. :D

my appeal to ntu acct. was successful.

and i'm going for an appeal interview at nus next mon.

yup, new skin...

sian...

oh, oh, i finally bought a new bag...

sho happy... \(^.^)/

nus: computing; ntu: chemical & biomolecular engineering; smu: accountancy

joke.

now, i'm at a loss which offer to accept coz they are all so darn different.

sheesh.

my mum and i asked a lot of ppl and fortunately they are willing to share whatever thay know about each programme with us.

but everyone ended up saying the same thing. and that is: what is my interest?

and honestly, i do not know.

我自己也已经不清楚，我对会计的坚持是因为那是我的兴趣所在，还是因为我倔强地不想放弃酝酿了那么多年的梦。

千等万等，等得我心开始有点发慌了，终于等来了南大的录取通知书。打开信后，整个人蒙了。
不是第一志愿的会计，而是第二志愿的化学与生物分子工程学。这是我所没有料到的。如果说国大没录取我进会计，我还是可以接受的。因为对国大的会计我的胜算本来就不大。可是我一直认为我的分数足以让我进南大。现在就等国大给我哪个学院的学额了。
本来在申请前，我妈已经打退堂鼓了。她始终觉得会计不是我的那杯茶。老爸却挺我，说我读会计一定没问题。我那时也对妈说：如果我一开始就不申请会计的话，我知道我一定会后悔的。于是三所大学的第一志愿我都填了会计。如今南大的会计没有录取我，国大的更是希望渺茫。现在连老爸都觉得，或许我应该考虑其他专业吧。
老妈说，或许南大觉得你不是读会计的料，所以没录取你。
我说，可是新大得录取我了呀。
结果她说，毕竟报考新大的人比较少，学校也只好矮子里挑长子。
最后她拖了一句，最终决定权还是在你手上。
我不知道为何我会对会计那么执著，只是觉得追了这么久的梦，不想就这样放弃了。

我不甘心。

真的，很。不。甘。心。

haven't updated for a long long time...and i almost forgot how to type...blehx.
a lot of things happened...application for uni is already closed.
my choices:
nus: 1) accountancy
2) bioengineering
3) computing
4) electrical engineering
5) business
6) mechanical enigineering
ntu: 1) accountancy
2) chemical & biomolecular engineering
3) bioengineering
4) computer science
5) electrical & electronics engineering
smu: 1) accountancy
haha...besides putting accountancy as first choice for all three uni the rest of my choices must be quite... ...weird... so far i've been called for an interview with smu and ntu accountancy liao. both interviews were pretty relaxing and it just felt like i was having a little chat with them. heh. but i'm still undecided between nus and ntu.

and my dad fractured his wrist bone. suay sia. he just slipped on the floor and he propped his hand on the floor when he landed and in the end he ended up in the hospital. haiz.
but at least he's on the way to recovery now.
it's his b'dae tml. :)

i haven't updated my blog for almost a month now...not that there's nothing happening but i'm just so lazy to type everything out...Xp
well, results are out...yeah, everyone should have known this by now.
so am i happy with my results? i can only say i'm not unhappy but i don't feel this sense of elation. mr ho wrote an email addressing two groups of pple: those who did well or above their expectation and those who are disappointed. i don't know which group i fall under.
went to smu open house yesterdy. and i'm rethinking my choice of taking up accountancy.
it is very very humanes....more than i expected it to be and i'm not sure whether i can really take it. after all i only got a d for econs. but if not accountancy, then what?
i know clearly what i do not want. i know i don't wanna take up medicine or law (not that i can get in anyway). i'm open to all other options but i don't feel a strong urge.
oh well, maybe someday you'll see me teaching a bunch of brats in a primary school (though that's gonna be my last option). heh.

i officially announce: i hate kids!!!!!

that day two korean kids came into my store...you know what they call me?! "aunty" ...*^%&$^%$#...and what's worse, they called me "aunty" not just once but thrice!!!...and everytime they called me "aunty" i feel like bashing him up....

and another day, three little brats came into the store...two boys and one little girl...the girl just take things from the store and ran off eh!!! omg, that's practically stealing!!! and i have to chase her to get back the things...and the two boys they just ran around in the whole store shouting and screaming as if that's their playground...the one of the boys also stole ice from the store...so feel like cursing and swearing at them and smacking them...

bought a pair of canvas shoes.. :)
black and red...love it totally.. :D

but i still need:
- another pair of canvas shoes
- a pair of sneakers
- a pair of flat-soles
- a pair of jeans
- a pair of black pants
- and many many shirts... ...

ahhhh...cny was damn shiok...all i did was eat sleep watch tv...muahahaha...so i think i gained 1kg during the 4 days...hurhurhur

was doing the paperwork last night...made a stupid mistake then in the end went home at 12 midnight...T_T...so want to pull my hair off and go bang into the wall...

"I think I'll be a clown when I get grown. There ain't one thing in this world I can do about folks except laugh, so I'm gonna join the circus and laugh my head off."

"Clowns are sad, it's folks that laugh at them."

"I'm gonna be a new kind of clown. I'm gonna stand in the middlle of the ring and laugh at the folks."

-- excerpt from To Kill A Mocking Bird, Harper Lee

celebrated peehua's bdae on thur at fish n co.
hurhurhur.
asked the staff there to sing bdae song for her. :D

working in 7-eleven is pretty interesting... :)

so much things to do...so little time left...

haven't been here for a long long time.
i absolutely love my com now..coz i've changed from dial-up to braodband (like finally..lolx)..everything's so much faster...hohoho
i love my job...though the pay is really not high..coz i've managed to lose 1.5kg in 1 wk despite maintaining my 10hr sleeping hours...hahaha...that's so much better than sleeping for only 8 hrs and run 2.4km everyday before i got my job coz i didn't lose any weight during that period... :D