27/03(thur) : a very very slack day...lessons supposed to end at 1.20...but mrs ting still in spain and miss suhana didn't come to skul...so ur lessons ended at 10.25...but then we are not supposed to leave skul until 12.30...how stupid...so in the end the 'class' went thaipan to eat...we thought of climbing over the gate...lolx...but in the end the van from thaipan came and fetch us and the whole process of trying to smuggle out of school was quite interesting...hurhur...but only like 10 ppl went...
today: also quite slack...hse meeting before lessons...the hse com niminees quite high and lame...went to sixuan's hse with yanru after lesson and stayed for abt 45min...looked at a lot of her photos...hehe...then talked abt dressing...

若无其事 夕阳在你背后一条路
转头想去的山谷 全因为你起了雾
若无其事 划破了伤口血流如注
我没关系你清楚 你自以为你很清楚

结冰的是语气的温度 不是你爱的那一片湖
为何这关系变的越模糊 才能够相处
停止这比闷的冲突 话全都吐出
别不敢承认 爱用完了你只能应付
停止这比闷的冲突
还若无其事的假装毫不在乎
请放我一个人哭


若无其事 紧紧的拥抱还是辛苦
其实我们都清楚 谁也别想把谁征服
若无其事夕阳在你背后一条路
全因为你起了雾 起了雾

--若无其事/同恩

心在颤抖，心变麻木，心也醉了。
能否给我呼吸的空间？
能否允许我大声呐喊？
能否让我随心所欲？
能否让我去地狱溜达一下？

mon(24/03): got back gp result...i miraculously passed and what's more i got a D!!!! xD....my highest for gp so far...hehe...so that means i passed all my common test papers....yayee!!...then um, after lesson went to mpcc library with si xuan to study...but before that we went to 7-eleven to eat CUP NOODLE!!! muahahah...on the way there si xuan was asking me what's my favourite flavour...i thought she was asking me abt sweets..so i blurted out: mint! coke! lemon! lime!....then si xuan said: er, instant noodles?!...=.=...hurhur...finished DE tutorial in the library... :)
today: talk at PT first thing in the morning...a talk abt STI and HIV...the speaker was rather funny...but some of the pictures shown were quite revolting... ...


20岁时，我们顾虑别人对我们的想法；
40岁时，我们不理会别人对我们的想法；
60岁时，我们发现别人根本就没有想到我们。

yesterday was full day...did i mention it?...well anyway, life's boring...Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...and jess flies to new york today for her competition...good luck! (:

19/03(wed): feeling fab and arts day in skul...learnt salsa for feeling fab..it was quite fun... :) then for arts day got some dumb man come and perform...then played cards on the tree hse with si xuan, ming shuan, jess and jing xuan...then walked ard...bought turkish ice-cream with sixuan...genna tricked buy the ice-cream man...hurhur...then ming shuan got a balloon...got back econs paper..and i pass!!!! woohooo...peehua flew off to spain liao...jia you!..
today: there supposed to be jts at seoul garden...but i dun feel like going...

15/03(sat): went to suntec for a Australian education showcase and a food & beverage exhibition...i thought there would be some freebies such as notepad or pens at the showcase but no there wasn’t anything... :(...but I guess the whole thing was quite informational...though I dun think I’ll be going to Australia for uni...then at the food exhibition I also thought there’s gonna be lots of food sample to try then in the end also dun have anything much... :(
16/03(sun): class outing...it was quite a disaster...13 ppl went and we went to the kallang leisure park...peehua wanted to ice-skate but quite a lot ppl diden want to...so we decided to go bowling...but the waiting list was very long... so we settled for movie: rule number one...but when we wan to go buy the tickets the show’s already started and the next slot is more than an hour later...so in the end we went to eat sushi...=.=...then went to junsen’s hse to play wii...watched junsen and huanjek played boxing...damn funny...then got tennis....and some surgery game whereby you have to cut up the patient and cure wounds in his internal organs such as liver and intestines amd then have to stitch him back within a time limit...

the weather’s so hot...I feel so tired and drowsy...my head feels so heavy and i can’t think properly...i dun feel like moving at all...not even moving my fingers to type these few words...i just feel like lying on my bed and go to sleep...just gotten back maths and chem common test paper...both were within expectation...
haiz...i didn’t noe typing is so taxing until today...Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

ate at seoul garden yesterday with pa and ma...then went to loads of travel agencies to ask abt travels to australia...class outing on sun...ice-skating...hurhur...hope it'll be fun...

发现自己越来越爱冷笑...以前很讨厌一直冷笑的人...总觉得只有愤世嫉俗的人才会那样...哦，还有那些瞧不起别人的人也是经常在冷笑的...结果现在的我几乎每一天都会冷笑一次...哼哼... ...

假期了...又可以睡懒觉了...我想这是假期最好的地方吧...xD

不知从何时起，面对不熟的人，每次在说某句话或做某件事之前，总会犹豫片刻...想着这么说/做是否妥当，会否伤人，可否有更好的说/做法...也会想对方说某句话或做某件事是否有任何用意...久而久之，这种心态成了一种习惯...可是最近却开始觉得好累哦...好想就这样抛开我为自己带上的面具...想说啥就说啥，想做啥就做啥...也不用去在乎别人的反应...可是好难哦...

Yesterday (thur): last paper of common test-- mathematics...i guess it’s do-able, though there was one or two more challenging qns...and there was quite a few qns on integration...after the test, we (jess, si xuan, peehua and me, excluding yanru COZ SHE’S MEETING UP WITH HER (other)FRENZ...hmph...)unanimously agreed to go to ming shuan’s hse much to her surprise (or rather shock...hehe)...so went to parkway to eat lunch...then si xuan bought ice-cream and she shared with me...xD...peach and chocolate chip flavors which, according to everyone, was a weird mix...then proceeded to ming shuan’s hse but si xuan didn’t go in the end coz she still got training afterwards so it was a bit of a rush for her...reached mingshuan’s hse...very big and nice and noticeable...coz got four big yellow pineapples hanging outside her hse...lolx...ph and jess helped ms tuned her guitar then jess and ms played piano while ph played along on the guitar...whereas me, i fought a brave and courageous battle against the rubic’s cube with the help of jess but in the end, I surrendered and lost...=.=...then played bridge for awhile then went home...ate dinner with mum...wanted to watch tv after dinner but mum ask if wan go library...so went bedok library and borrowed some books...=)...

Today: release of A’ level results...there were rumours of having a half day but the principal dashed the hopes of many by declaring that lessons will end at 12.45pm...pooh!...watched a video on propaganda on politicians by the media in America during gp...couldn’t understand a thing at first but started to enjoy it after a few minutes...then maths lecture: statistics...Zzzzz...(84土1) ppl attended the lecture when the official turnout shld be ard 180...when lesson ended many were rather excited and wanted to stay back and see the release of A’ level results...i wanted to go home...very hungry...well honestly, and I have no intention of any ill meanings, I don’t understand what’s all the hype about the release of A’ level results when it’s none of your concern...ok, this sounds a tad unfriendly but it is strictly my personal opinion and I have not an ounce of intention for any personal attacks...but still, I mean, if the results were good, that’s the credit of the previous batch(though I would still gladly accept any full day the school decides to endow upon us due to this...Xp)...and if the results weren’t so good, it’s still the fault of the previous batch!...which is why I think the release of the A’ level results is none of my business, so why should I care?!...yanru attributed my non-concern to the lack of seniors...or rather, the lack of close seniors...well, maybe...and mum always says that my greatest weakness is my lack of concern for those around me...hmmmm...shall check upon myself...

明天吃火锅! (^_^)

昨天考 gp 和 econs... gp 作文胡乱写了一通... econs 则是一点也不知道要写些啥... :(...今天考物理...嗯，不算太难吧但也不简单...明天考数学...最后一门课喽... :D...
最近老下雨...天气冷嗖嗖的...偏偏考试时冷气都是开着的...冷啊!...
最近又开始在做奇奇怪怪的梦了... ...

common test have officially started today...chem paper was the first...a bit not enough time and towards the end i wanna no toilet very urgent so i chiong like siao then my handwriting very ugly...>.<...but overall i guess it was ok...tml will be gp and econs...hehe...shall just die...
well,good luck to everyone! :D

today is a happy day!!! :)