i'm at a loss for words...

am i too quick to flare up?

i don't feel good...

and i have given up hope of changing the blogskin coz no matter what skin i use...the alignments of the words is always giving me much problem...and this has never happen before... :(

gp paper today was ok i guess...the first time i can write longer than my usual crappy 500 words...and my aq was (slightly) more than a page...haha...hopefully my score can reflect my optimism...shall concentrate on the rest of the subjects now...i really hope i can regain the momentum and confidence that i had lost after ct2...the results were such a terrible blow...haiz...

my 16pf report states that:
- i do not communicate my views and feelings;
- i forgot to consult people about decisions;
- i come across as somewhat aggressive;
- i am probably quite difficult to get along with.

well, pretty true i guess...though i don't really see how i'm difficult to get along with...am i difficult to get along with?...anyway, an incidence that happened once and which had caused minor unhappiness in me had happened once again...it just further emphasized to me that the world is made up all sorts of people and that you can't possibly please all of them...but still... ...i know i act like a ghost, i know i walk like a ghost, but THAT DOESN'T MEAN THAT I AM A GHOST THAT CAN BE TREATED LIKE A GHOST!! i'm sick and tired of thinking of reasons why maybe i'm the one at fault when things happen...from now on i shall just think that it's your problem and that i've tried my best to alter the situation...that's it!

ahhh, so shiok after the ramblings... :D
anyway, jia you and good luck to everyone for the upcoming prelim and the a level~~

just had bak kut teh (is that how you spell it?) for dinner...ahhh, the satisfaction.. :3
prelim starts on mon...gp paper...blehx...i feel so unprepared...blehx.
last day of school today...took random pictures with the girls... :)
have been wanting to change blogskin for ages but dunno what's wrong, the alignment of the words always got problem... :(

『 感激伤害你的人，
因为他磨练了你的意志；
感激绊倒你的人，
因为他强化了你的双腿；
感激欺骗你的人，
因为他增进了你的智慧；
感激藐视你的人，
因为他觉醒了你的自尊；
感激遗弃你的人，
因为他教会了你的独立；
感激关爱你的人，
因为他唤醒了你的内疚；
感激等待你的人，
因为他给予了你的自信。』

东拉西扯~~

1. 老爸的眼镜
老爸原本那副金框眼镜坏了，无奈之下只得赶紧去买一副新的。那天老爸回来，乍看之下还以为是只猫头鹰回来了呢。黑黑粗粗的镜框，嗯，感觉跟平时的老爸有点不同。一回到家，老爸劈头就问：“怎样，新眼镜?” 深知老爸熟性的我当然不会说像只猫头鹰吧，结果冒出一句：“嗯，不错，挺有书生气的。” 后来几天老爸总会便照镜子便问同样的问题，而我也给予同样的答案。再后来，老爸忽然问我：“这新眼镜会不会让我显得有点老啊?” 我不禁暗笑，哈，老爸竟那么怕老。我便敷衍了几句：“不会不会，看上去挺英俊的，一点也不会老。” 老爸后来便再没问我眼镜的问题了。
老妈后来悄悄告诉我：其实新眼镜让他显得非常的书呆子气。嘿嘿。

2. 奥运会开幕仪式
左盼右盼, 横盼竖盼, 日日夜夜期盼的奥运会终于来了。坐在电视机前看开幕仪式，期盼着张艺谋能如报章上所夸的能带来些许惊喜。结果三个半小时的仪式，后面两个小时的运动员进场反而比张导花了数月呕心沥血搞出的文艺表演还要精彩。不知人家张导听了会否吐血，呵呵呵。如此沉闷的演出，差点没让我睡着。咳，不过都说是文艺表演，也就是张大导演所在行的，适合文人看的文邹邹的表演。咱这些凡人不懂。

3. 我家附近的交响乐
最近我家附近有只猫，不知是在发春还是被人虐待，老是在“瞄呜瞄呜”乱叫；
我家对面的楼上老是有几只乌鸦，白天的时候，每隔几分钟就“啊啊啊”得叫几声；
我家的组屋区在翻新，所以一直有恼人的敲墙声、转洞声...
啊，当这些声音一起响起时，多美妙的音乐啊~~ T_T

昨天是七月鬼节的第一天，一踏出家门便迎来浓浓烟熏味，一走出电梯门就看到满地的冥纸和一个正冒着烟的大桶...心中便起了一股无名火...真不明白如此污染环境和危害性命的“习俗”居然还在盛行着... ...



watched 'an inconvenient truth' for gp...it's a docunmentary on environmental issues by mr al gore which i think was pretty good...and made me more aware (and guilty) of my 'contributions' to global warming...heh...the rest of the day was rather boring...oh, and there was econs remedial....SIAN!!! just the thought of it... and to make things worse, there's only me and 5 other guys from my class whom i rather detest...blehx...



回家的路上走在一对小情侣后面...勾肩搭背，如胶似漆的...呵呵...本来嘛这也没什么，可是看着他们走路的样子实在让人发笑...就好像两根站不稳的柱子，非得紧贴在一起才能向前走...呵呵呵呵...Xp