i've been complaining a lot lately and i will continue to complain until this semester is over.
so please bear with me. :)

our mno project is due tml and it's not yet finished... ...
we're supposed to produce a 10min video on how we improved someone's life and present any learning points that we gained from the whole experience... ...
and someone's acting like she's taking in charge of everthing. all the rest of us have to do is to just follow her orders and no objections can be voiced...
but the thing is she is such a perfectionist and her opinion of what's perfect sometimes does not coincide with what the rest of us think is perfect but she just don't care. she just tries to impose her ideas and way of thinking on us..
pooh!
she said her friend(who is not part of the grp) will do the whole video for us since none of us know how to edit a video and stuff. this is excellent as we have external help!
but then i realised that what she wanted was: she'll be doing the whole video with her friend. the rest of us don't know how the final video is going to look like and seems like we don't have any say on it either.
i don't understand what she's thinking. i mean it's good to have help from a friend but the video should be based on the ideas of the whole group and not just one person from the grp and some one else who's not at all in the grp. the friend should be there to provide technical support but according to my dear group mate, she'll let her friend decide everything. which scenes to cut off..which scenes which follow which one..etc.
and now she's asking us to send her any suitable music for the video. one day before it will be due. HAH! if she's so confident that she can do it all by herself, why ask us?

i am angry. very angry.
i can't go to hong kong this dec coz of one old man who's so old-fashioned in his thoughts and so freaking prejudiced.

my dad asked his boss whether he could take unpaid leave so that we can go for a holiday. unpaid leave eh. U-N-P-A-I-D L-E-A-V-E!!!!! and this boss of his has so much objections.

he was asking my dad:"who's idea was this?"
f***!! what the hell you mean who's idea was this?! like as if this is such as terrible bad idea that we are going on a holiday trip this dec!

my dad told him that it was not any particular person's idea. that it was the unanimous decision made by us. he added that it was my school holiday.

then this boss went on and said: " your daughter so big already still wanna tag after you?"
what the...doesn't mean his sons doesn't wanna tag after him so it means all kids cannot tag after their parents after a certain age. 我就喜欢! 我就是要这样! 怎样?!

and he added: "uni life very hard you know. the first year is very impt. there are other school holidays also."
f***!! what other holidays?! you tell me what other holidays?! "march/april?" pooh, ask him ask his son whether his son got the mood to go travel during the recess week when mid-terms are right after that!! "first yr very impt.." so 2nd year 3rd year not impt ah?! huh?!

and he asked dad: "do you feel very stressed during work?"
you mean we can only go for holiday when my dad feels very stressed is it?

and he also asked dad: "you go on holiday every year ah?"
f***!! you think we dunno what you're trying to imply?! great, we are not some filthy rich family but this doean't mean we can't go on holidays!

this old man thinks that china ppl are just here to slog all their life away. he thinks that china ppl can come here to work but cannot have any kind of leisure activities. he think we china ppl are sooooooo poor we cannot afford all these kinda stuff! pooh!

now i'm freaking pissed of!!

on a brighter note, my mid-terms weren't too bad. :)

迟早有一天，我会昏倒在马路上，任由车辆碾过我的身躯。

i've taking bus/train in the wrong direction or get down at the wrong stops for too many times since school started.

有些事是我自己搞砸的，怨不得谁。
有些事是谁也无法预料到的，我也没有怨言。
但有些事明明可以避免却... ...

老虎不发威，就以为俺是病猫子了。

老虎很久没有发威了，老虎不想发威了。
老虎只想安安静静地过日子，老虎老了。
可是老虎发现，如果不发威，那些虾米虾将们好像越来越无法无天了。
老虎的爪牙已不在了，怎么办？

set up a stall in biz yesterday selling fancy paper clips to raise fund for our mno proj.

in the end all those that came down were people that we know. really a big thank you to everyone who bought the clips. (though i doubt any of them can see this. lol.)

then went for dinner with ale and phoeb. :DDD ate at a place called 'saycheeze' (i think) in tampines1. the food was quite good. but then, my standard for food is generally quite low. :D

talked abt those 'good old days' and the whereabouts of people that we knew from pri sch. ale concluded this: "it's good to know they are alive somewhere." haha. sounds abit... like as if we are old ladies who have gone thru many highs and lows. lolx.

i took my first panadol of my whole life today!! congratulate me!!! =.=

cold + runny nose + headache + slight fever + waiting for ppl to send me the slides so that i can collate them + presentation tml = boring death at young age

my blogskin's down. and i can't seem to find nice one in blogskin. even if i find one that i like, the alignment is funny when i use the code. :(

mid-terms are over!! :)

i think econs was pretty ok but financial accounting was a bit screwed.

but oh wellz, at least they are over!

next week will be e-learning week, but we still need to go to school for tutorials. so, i'll be going school for like just 1 or 2 hrs. :(